AGH!
im bored...i didnt get to hang out with matt today cuz my mom was home, i've been tring to call kash all day cuz i NEED a pair of my shoes that are in her car and she said she would call back in like a minute but she still hasn't. agh! im so fucking tired of just sitting home doing nothing. i wish i had a fucking car so i can go somewheres. Matt is worried about this "thing" and i tell him not to worry because him worring about "it" makes me think and if i worry about "it" then then that could just make things worse. my uncle's dog died yesterday, she had cancer all over the place. max (my dog) is going to die soon, he has spinal degeneration which means from his waist down is not working that great. im fully stressed about college and how im gonna pay for it. agh! i just need to go somewhere's far away from everything here. christine's mom is being a totally bitch that i just wanna bitch her out! i can't stand people who cant do any fuckin thing for themselves. no one is home or online to talk to...i guess that's why im writing this...AY DIOS MIO! im just so pissed of right now...maybe i should hit a ceiling (matt)..jk..blah i dont even kno what made me so pissed.
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