long one =]
well. this weekend was amazing. i dunno if you guys know or not but i missed the game friday to go to the revolve tour with karyna. (revolve tour is this christian conferenve for teenage girls)and seriously, it was so amazing. Its crazy how God works sometimes. me and karyna werent even planning on going but we went to first priority last thursday and they gave us free tickets. so we went and we had pretty good seats. but we kept moving up and eventually we were ground floor, four rows back from the stage. so we had great seats. friday night was kind of an overview of what would happen today. but karyna has been going through some stuff recently and when natalie grant gave her testimony and starting singing something came over me and then i looked at karyna and we were both crying and it was so..i dont even know how to explain it. you guys probably think im crazy right about now. but i just felt so close to God and karyna and it was just the best feeling. i felt as if nothing could ever happen to me and nothing could ever bother me...it was just amazing. lol. then karyna spent the night at my house and we went back this morning at 9 and they had some more speakers and some more christian bands. and KJ-52 was there (=]) it was alot of fun. this guy chad was talking about guys and he put so many things into a different perspective for me. like the whole view on how skinny you need be and how pretty you need to be for guys to like you and he just made it sound so rediculous.it was really refreshing to hear a guy tell you that you dont have to be skinny and you dont have to be slutty to get the guys.
i knew i was meant to be there because there were so many times when i knew God was talking to me. like this lady, her name was kimiko i think; but she was an olympic diver and she was talking about how its not our job to save people all we have to do is plant the seed. it was perfect timing because last night i was talking to karyna about how i feel like i havent helped anyone and theres certain people that i just dont know what to do with, i dont want to force jesus on them and like hit the upside the head with a bible. right then i knew that i have done all i can and now i just need to let God work at it. but let me tell you guys, letting Jesus into your life has got to be the best thing anyone can do for themselves. after this revolve tour, i feel so refreshed and at peace...and if you guys dont remember anything else i say, remember this: God loves you so much, you are his creation. He would have given up his son for your sins even if you were the only person on the Earth.
i knew i was meant to be there because there were so many times when i knew God was talking to me. like this lady, her name was kimiko i think; but she was an olympic diver and she was talking about how its not our job to save people all we have to do is plant the seed. it was perfect timing because last night i was talking to karyna about how i feel like i havent helped anyone and theres certain people that i just dont know what to do with, i dont want to force jesus on them and like hit the upside the head with a bible. right then i knew that i have done all i can and now i just need to let God work at it. but let me tell you guys, letting Jesus into your life has got to be the best thing anyone can do for themselves. after this revolve tour, i feel so refreshed and at peace...and if you guys dont remember anything else i say, remember this: God loves you so much, you are his creation. He would have given up his son for your sins even if you were the only person on the Earth.