Oct 15, 2005 05:49
well another day & I find new ways to hurt myself. I have been going thru alot & the only way to stop the pain is to cut my arm & watch the blood drip from my fringer tips . My friends don't like it when I do this kinda stuff but I have ways of hiding my marks. I almost lost my best friend last night & the girl I like cut her arms in front of me (I know I have no right to say anything). It was just one really fucked up day. I am not sure if I want to stay here anymore I might go home soon,
Well I am going to disappear again
LATER PUNKS..................