Another day drags on...
Lord my life is boring. I guess I should soak it up while I can, since come December, my schedule will be insane. School all day, work all night. Crikey. But hey, I guess that's how a lot of people are surviving, right? Guess it only makes sense that I would do the same. Things are just as hard as they ever were, living on my own. I miss having friends, and a social life. I miss my family. I miss Chris. Being so far apart only gets harder every day, and it doesn't let up, ever. I just feel as though I'm carrying the weight of the world all the time. It's getting really tiresome. This is never how I pictured my life being. But I guess I fucked up my life a long time ago, and it's a lot harder to start over than people let on. How am I going to do this for another year? I have no clue.