BWAHAHAHAHHAHA OH SHIT!!
oh so apparently i'm an alcoholic. that would make sense if i went anywhere let alone had the money to drink like an alcoholic. OH NOEZ MAMA WENT OUT A COUPLE OF TIMES AND GOT PROPERLY WASTED I'M AN ALCHY NOW WAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!! shit.
jesus christ. when will people simply get the fuck over themselves and lie in the bed that they themselves made? sorry i had more important things in my life than to wake up to 3 am barroom drama and bullshit. respect is only given so much without any given back. i mean really, it doesn't take a genius. 2+2 does equal 4 right? right?! oh sorry my bad... it clearly has to be 6 because all of the problems in your life will it so. BUCK UP! stop being such a fucking misery guts. sorry your shit is all ate up, sorry you have tendencies to repeat the past over and OVER and OVER and OVER. tough love hurts doesn't it? good, wake up in your bed, realize you don't have to really lie it in, and for god sakes CHANGE THE FUCKING SHEETS!!.
any fuckin' ways. it's been a while. Kyan and I are living with my friend skinkitty and things are okay. Kyan seems to like it as well as I. Less hustling, more relaxing and bonding. Kyan calls me Daddy but he understands mama. ~*shrugs*~ I figure if Daddy is the worst thing he ever calls me in our time together i'm doing good. he escapes from his pack n play like a mother fuckin' NINJA which can be terrible for a heavy sleeping mother... namely his new taking off my diaper and playing in poo trick... awesome.. or the cat box... double plus awesome. oi.
what else.. we finally got the internets back which is fantastic, maybe i can finally finish my god damned schooling eh? however in recent events this last weekend i have been inspired to possibly pursue emt/paramedic type stuff. must research. i totally think i can do it simply because of my ability to simply shut down. you know... apathy but more intense. it's a good thing :)
mmmmmmmm i dunno there's a lot but i have shit to do.. paying bills, baby, work... god i'm exciting.
~m
jesus christ. when will people simply get the fuck over themselves and lie in the bed that they themselves made? sorry i had more important things in my life than to wake up to 3 am barroom drama and bullshit. respect is only given so much without any given back. i mean really, it doesn't take a genius. 2+2 does equal 4 right? right?! oh sorry my bad... it clearly has to be 6 because all of the problems in your life will it so. BUCK UP! stop being such a fucking misery guts. sorry your shit is all ate up, sorry you have tendencies to repeat the past over and OVER and OVER and OVER. tough love hurts doesn't it? good, wake up in your bed, realize you don't have to really lie it in, and for god sakes CHANGE THE FUCKING SHEETS!!.
any fuckin' ways. it's been a while. Kyan and I are living with my friend skinkitty and things are okay. Kyan seems to like it as well as I. Less hustling, more relaxing and bonding. Kyan calls me Daddy but he understands mama. ~*shrugs*~ I figure if Daddy is the worst thing he ever calls me in our time together i'm doing good. he escapes from his pack n play like a mother fuckin' NINJA which can be terrible for a heavy sleeping mother... namely his new taking off my diaper and playing in poo trick... awesome.. or the cat box... double plus awesome. oi.
what else.. we finally got the internets back which is fantastic, maybe i can finally finish my god damned schooling eh? however in recent events this last weekend i have been inspired to possibly pursue emt/paramedic type stuff. must research. i totally think i can do it simply because of my ability to simply shut down. you know... apathy but more intense. it's a good thing :)
mmmmmmmm i dunno there's a lot but i have shit to do.. paying bills, baby, work... god i'm exciting.
~m