Life is a Bitch!!!
Well, today I felt so damn bad that eventually I started crying. Right after my mom hung up on me because I told her that I was coming home friday night and she completely disapproves of that for what reason I don't know. I hate being home sick and that is all that it is and going home won't help but that is what I want to do. I mean would you discourage your child to come home if he/she were sick?(Of course if anyone had kids you know). I just want to be able to see some people again and sleep in my bed and eat food that doesn't taste like crap.
I just absolutely hate life right now and just feel like leaving this place becuase it is causing so many problems for me. More then I ever thought possible. I mean is it well worth all the problems that I'm having back home, I really don't think so. Well, it's not like anyone ever actually reads my journals anymore so oh well. It's kind of like typing a journal entry for a wall to read.
I will just keep pouring my heart out though. Anyway, I typed an e-mail to her because she hung up on me and I'm not really expecting her to read it until tomorrow morning so then she will be even more pissed at me and definitely just tell me that she's not coming and doesn't want me to come home until extended weekend, which will probably end up happening anyway. My Life Fucking Sucks!!!
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I just absolutely hate life right now and just feel like leaving this place becuase it is causing so many problems for me. More then I ever thought possible. I mean is it well worth all the problems that I'm having back home, I really don't think so. Well, it's not like anyone ever actually reads my journals anymore so oh well. It's kind of like typing a journal entry for a wall to read.
I will just keep pouring my heart out though. Anyway, I typed an e-mail to her because she hung up on me and I'm not really expecting her to read it until tomorrow morning so then she will be even more pissed at me and definitely just tell me that she's not coming and doesn't want me to come home until extended weekend, which will probably end up happening anyway. My Life Fucking Sucks!!!
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