~I gave my best, I have no regrets~
Hey, so today I went up Spencer's as always!lol We always go up there to just hang out..that and i like to see him and my friends ya know? yep yep! So I showed up there around 5'ish and me, savannah, spencer, and donnie all just kinda hung out...it was awkward at times..yeah if i could explain i would...things just are...different...not between me and donnie or between me and savannah she's still my best friend...its just i'm really confused...i dont want to put my complete feelings on here in the open for everyone on gods green earth to read so if you really care about me ask me on icq or yahoo or person or CALL ME! i really do need some help.. although i must admit Savannah is helping me significantly...whether she realizes it or not I LOVE YA SAVANNAH MARIAH!!! yeah it was necessary to write your full name!
but anyways i may be going camping with amanda friday and saturday, i don't know yet because my mom hasn't given me an answer yet. but if i do i'm leaving early saturday to go spend the day with Savannah and then Sunday going to her reunion with her to just give her some company..since most of her family doesn't talk to her... sounds a lot like my family!Lol...
LAST night i had an interesting conversation with someone who found it his/her place to tell me that what me and my friends are doing is wrong...and what is it we're doing you ask?? WEARING BLACK! yeah oh lordies we're going to hell on no the cuz ya know what wearing black is a sin..yep so that means all the nuns and priests that wear all black are going to hell too!!! and ya know since savannah's pagan that must mean she's an awful person! I'm glad that this person brought it to my attention shew cuz i really thought she was a good person! Man i was fooled! *ALL SAID SARCASTICALLY* savannah is one of the best people i know..no need to get back into it just i wish all this would stop.. I LOST ONE OFMY BEST FRIENDS CUZ I'M WEARING BLACK....MY ATTITUDE AND PERSONALITY HASNT CHANGED, BUT BECAUSE OF MY CLOTHES I LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!!!=( oh well though obvisouly the friendship was never strong in the first place if clothes could come between it......kinda upsets me....but yeah here's you some some randoms for you..hope they suffice....
Randoms:
--> I just ate an ice cream snickers bar and a nutty buddy! yummy!
--> i'm a lil hungry
--> i'm drinking a mountain dew
--> i have SERIOUS thoughts on my mind right now someone help me
--> Savannah is one of the best friends I think I have and ever had! I love you!
--> I need a hug
--> These randoms kinda suck!
--> Someone called me a slut yesterday! tsk tsk uncalled for
--> I lost one of my best friends beacuse of my clothes
--> People are so closeminded these days...too judgmental...saddens me
--> Please guys leave me some comments i need them..
Love,
Amber
Words to Ponder:
"You have not converted a man just because you have silenced him"
Please leave some comments because they're what keeps me going!Lol