wowwwww!!!!!!!!!!!
no body ever updates including me that suckks well i guess that a good thing because now i can just write and let everything out of me and not many plp will lnow....hopefully:{
but yea last thing about my life i got a job at chick-fil-a, i made the raider team, i'm cheerleading captain, i go to church a lot, andddddd i'm always really busy!!
okie now for the important stuff..........as all of you know(if anyone reads this) i started liking miguel but he left so yea that sucked.....so when he left i cried and i was crushed and yeahh it SuCKED.
so since the day he left i talked to himn on the phone every day, and i told him how much i liked him and how much he "supposibly" liked me.....yea so it was klik that for lik two weeks and we talked and everything and he would say yea i cant wait to get back to naples and everything....but then all of a sudden he stoped calling and he didnt answere my call soooo i stoped trying...
monday i went to the mall and saw amber and corey and they were getting food so then they tell me thta they just talked to miguel and i'm lik thats prety cool, but i was kinda down because he didnt want to talk to me. so amber called him lik right at that second and i was like "hey" and hes lik "hey" and then it was too loud and i couldnt hear anything he said so i just pretended lik i did and i said bye...i was lik i'll just call you later ansd his lik bye....supposibly he said that he was coming bacj and that he was going to se me the next day...but i did not hear any of that like i said b-4.
sooo then tuesday i decided to skip school so i did, but since i am a responsible person i went for drill team...so as i was walking towards the building i hear miguels voice so i was lik NAWW THATS NOT HIM but hen i saw him....i swear my heart like skipped a beat....so i ran up to him and gave him a hug, so he gave me a hug and kept walking cuz he was going to the mall....i was like in total shock i couldn't belive that he was there but aperantly i was the only one that didnt know that he wwas commin back, because the whole world knew but me...supposibly cuz it was a "surprise"for me.....bull shit......but anyway after drill team i called him and he didnt answere so i was lik ok w/e, then lik 10 mints later he called me and i was lik hey!!!!! and yea we just rtalked about how i didnt hear anything that day at the mall when he supposibly told me that he was goign to come back and all that crap...so then we got into the conversation about the girls and he told me how there was a lot of pretty gurls and stuff and i'm all lik yea thats nice, thats what i've hears cuz brian had told me b-4 that he said that.....then he said something about lik a relationship he got into and that he ws just gonna 4 get about it cuz it was a long distance thing........so yea imagine how i felt(this all happene like in 10 minutes the conversation was really fast) so then i started to think about how muchit sucks that i always like the wrong guy...."why???"......i'm lik,,, i still lik this fucker but noooo, he just forgets about everything because he thinks with his penus not his brain............. uhh i just had to let that out..............
so today i'm lik all confused because i dont want to react, or show him that i care...just want to pretend that were just friend and lik you know....but I CAN'T....so he asked me why i looked at him weired and i'm like shit i'm showing it.
so yea then we were talking about how much fun ftx will be and that yea...then he said something aout that i cant do stuff with anyone cuz i have a thing up in pirtssburgg..and i'm lik...rubbet in my face bitch....then in raiders i hear him telling brian how cool it was up there and he said that "in two weeks i already had a girlfrend" and i was like rite behind him...so i was liik aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.........SO YEA now i'm here writing this to exepress my self and et my stupid feelingds out..
anybody that reads this my think wow thats not a big deal but some reason to me it is.....seriously why do i always like the wrong person ggggggrrrrrrrrr after i got screwd ove by a guy that wasted two years of my really young life and then i like one of my cool guy friends...so then he hates me, so were not that good of friends no more...then this guy miguel...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK...i'm done
i guess i just have to wait to see what happens.
but yea last thing about my life i got a job at chick-fil-a, i made the raider team, i'm cheerleading captain, i go to church a lot, andddddd i'm always really busy!!
okie now for the important stuff..........as all of you know(if anyone reads this) i started liking miguel but he left so yea that sucked.....so when he left i cried and i was crushed and yeahh it SuCKED.
so since the day he left i talked to himn on the phone every day, and i told him how much i liked him and how much he "supposibly" liked me.....yea so it was klik that for lik two weeks and we talked and everything and he would say yea i cant wait to get back to naples and everything....but then all of a sudden he stoped calling and he didnt answere my call soooo i stoped trying...
monday i went to the mall and saw amber and corey and they were getting food so then they tell me thta they just talked to miguel and i'm lik thats prety cool, but i was kinda down because he didnt want to talk to me. so amber called him lik right at that second and i was like "hey" and hes lik "hey" and then it was too loud and i couldnt hear anything he said so i just pretended lik i did and i said bye...i was lik i'll just call you later ansd his lik bye....supposibly he said that he was coming bacj and that he was going to se me the next day...but i did not hear any of that like i said b-4.
sooo then tuesday i decided to skip school so i did, but since i am a responsible person i went for drill team...so as i was walking towards the building i hear miguels voice so i was lik NAWW THATS NOT HIM but hen i saw him....i swear my heart like skipped a beat....so i ran up to him and gave him a hug, so he gave me a hug and kept walking cuz he was going to the mall....i was like in total shock i couldn't belive that he was there but aperantly i was the only one that didnt know that he wwas commin back, because the whole world knew but me...supposibly cuz it was a "surprise"for me.....bull shit......but anyway after drill team i called him and he didnt answere so i was lik ok w/e, then lik 10 mints later he called me and i was lik hey!!!!! and yea we just rtalked about how i didnt hear anything that day at the mall when he supposibly told me that he was goign to come back and all that crap...so then we got into the conversation about the girls and he told me how there was a lot of pretty gurls and stuff and i'm all lik yea thats nice, thats what i've hears cuz brian had told me b-4 that he said that.....then he said something about lik a relationship he got into and that he ws just gonna 4 get about it cuz it was a long distance thing........so yea imagine how i felt(this all happene like in 10 minutes the conversation was really fast) so then i started to think about how muchit sucks that i always like the wrong guy...."why???"......i'm lik,,, i still lik this fucker but noooo, he just forgets about everything because he thinks with his penus not his brain............. uhh i just had to let that out..............
so today i'm lik all confused because i dont want to react, or show him that i care...just want to pretend that were just friend and lik you know....but I CAN'T....so he asked me why i looked at him weired and i'm like shit i'm showing it.
so yea then we were talking about how much fun ftx will be and that yea...then he said something aout that i cant do stuff with anyone cuz i have a thing up in pirtssburgg..and i'm lik...rubbet in my face bitch....then in raiders i hear him telling brian how cool it was up there and he said that "in two weeks i already had a girlfrend" and i was like rite behind him...so i was liik aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE THIS.........SO YEA now i'm here writing this to exepress my self and et my stupid feelingds out..
anybody that reads this my think wow thats not a big deal but some reason to me it is.....seriously why do i always like the wrong person ggggggrrrrrrrrr after i got screwd ove by a guy that wasted two years of my really young life and then i like one of my cool guy friends...so then he hates me, so were not that good of friends no more...then this guy miguel...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK...i'm done
i guess i just have to wait to see what happens.