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Hey Everyone,
Hows it going....as we all know yesterday was the worst day ive had in a long time...i didnt get to see mike...my car is causin more problems for me and my family so that leaves me in hunt of a job...everyone also knows i was supposed to spend time with my baby last night but that didnt happen....we'll leave the reason outta of this cuz no one needs to know that part....anyways my parents finally made me eat dinner and then i headed for my room and called mike we had the best converstation ever...it was three hours and twelve seconds long and i loved everysecond....for the first time i think i really shared stuff with him....i really opened up and connected with him....it made me realize that im always thankful for what i have but i still have difficulty showing those who make it so...i think he at this point is prob the only one who will read this and know fully what im sayin but i know the rest will catch on at somepoint....there are those of you out there who come to me for advice when your hurt or lost and dont know what to do about a situation and i usually lighten the whole deal for you make you feel better....take some of the worry away...well thats what mike did last night for me....he talked to me...listened to me...made me laugh...i mean the guy even listen to me sing for god sake lol that had to be like the worst part lol...but even though i wasnt in his presence he was still able to make me feel like i was safe from all harm....just like always when im wrapped up in his arms...just this time over the phone lol...anyways i slept till noon this morning and it is now 12:43 and i just ate breakfast...im thinking of getting dressed....my family is supposed to get the tree today...along with some decorating and i have to....do some english homework...and i think my mom said something bout going to see a parade...but i was hopin to see my baby today at somepoint....anyways im done going on and on my dad just came home so im out....luv to all
AND MIKE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD...YOU MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST GURL ALIVE!!!!! 8/29/05\
lil chicee dee