Stress
I thought After high school everything would kinda fall into place.
1,Yusof would be gone and I would be over him
2.Fred would be over me
3.I wouldn't feel inferior to any girl
4. I would out live My slut reputation
5. I would know what to do with my fucking life
none of these things has happened yet. I only truely want 1,3 and 5 to be now.
I didn't sleep last night. Yusof was busy trying to convince me to meet his girlfriend. Do i want to? No. Do I wanna keep seeing Yusof? Sorta. What can i do?
I feel like puking. I haven't slept since the night before last. I was up at 6:00am walking in the park trying to wake myself up. I went on the swings and I felt nausious.
I saw Fred today, and I wish he wouldn't try to being me in close. I wish he wouldn't put his arm around me and tell me how cute I am.
Any Advice For this Troubled Kid?,
Hanna
1,Yusof would be gone and I would be over him
2.Fred would be over me
3.I wouldn't feel inferior to any girl
4. I would out live My slut reputation
5. I would know what to do with my fucking life
none of these things has happened yet. I only truely want 1,3 and 5 to be now.
I didn't sleep last night. Yusof was busy trying to convince me to meet his girlfriend. Do i want to? No. Do I wanna keep seeing Yusof? Sorta. What can i do?
I feel like puking. I haven't slept since the night before last. I was up at 6:00am walking in the park trying to wake myself up. I went on the swings and I felt nausious.
I saw Fred today, and I wish he wouldn't try to being me in close. I wish he wouldn't put his arm around me and tell me how cute I am.
Any Advice For this Troubled Kid?,
Hanna