it's time for change
ok before i get into a while update about the new 'changes' in my life, general update::
umm sunday night i went to katie's for a little and chilled with mario n katie n jackie. fun times. funnie conversations. haha. then i met up with lisa amanda n brett n DD didnt have hot choclate. who does that? so we went to starbucksin westfield - and then no one wanted ne thing except brett haha.
monday - went to the mall with my mom to exchange some of the stuff i got for xmas cuz my sister-in-law picked out bad sizes. then at night i went to lisa's with amanda n faustino. amanda and i chased each other around lisa's neighborhood with snow haha. then jeff and brett showed up while amanda and i were fighting in lisa's basement haha. jake n pete showed up after them. fun times. we played sherades. omg sooo funnie. lisa fell into the tv. jake got up and i completely fell off the chair and almost broke it. pete was being retarded. omg we were laughing the entire time. three girls and all those boys. oodles of fun :-) 'we are going to the phone both' right girls?
tuesday - in the morning i had to go get my car fixed. geez. i sat there for an hour and a half for them to tell me that they have to replace the entire CD disc changer. INSANITY! so now i have to go back tomorrow for them to change it. grr. scary scary my dad got into a car accident. he was driving his new envoy that he got for xmas and a truck - one of those big ones with 18 wheels and everything - hit him from behind. completely dented in the back of his car - it's soo messed up. i got soo scared. my heart was racing and i was so worried. but he is ok thank god. his car isn't. it's horrible. completely trashed. i have pictures - not pretty. once he got home and i knew he was okay i cud function normally. i went to amanda's - amanda me lisa suzy melanie jake jesse pete brett and new guy tony from down the shore! nice guy. drove an hour and a half wow. ok. so i got home and i talked to molly about the shore and new years yay!
today - nothing but work and stupid stuff
okay so these changes. im soo smart =-D. wait till lisa comments it's going to be a row of 'i told you so's. oh well. ill sum it up in one sentance. im not being 'nice' ne more because it doesn't make me happy. fuck everyone and their feelings. im always looking out for everybody's elses problems and attitudes and feelings and stuff. i never put myself first and fuck that. i always help other ppl and do stuff not to hurt their feelings. i didunt used to mind when i wud b happy but im not ne more so idk it needs to change.i'm going to be a bitch. get over it. it should be about me for once.
ps - i want to go to college right now! ahh!
beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego
bucko<33
umm sunday night i went to katie's for a little and chilled with mario n katie n jackie. fun times. funnie conversations. haha. then i met up with lisa amanda n brett n DD didnt have hot choclate. who does that? so we went to starbucksin westfield - and then no one wanted ne thing except brett haha.
monday - went to the mall with my mom to exchange some of the stuff i got for xmas cuz my sister-in-law picked out bad sizes. then at night i went to lisa's with amanda n faustino. amanda and i chased each other around lisa's neighborhood with snow haha. then jeff and brett showed up while amanda and i were fighting in lisa's basement haha. jake n pete showed up after them. fun times. we played sherades. omg sooo funnie. lisa fell into the tv. jake got up and i completely fell off the chair and almost broke it. pete was being retarded. omg we were laughing the entire time. three girls and all those boys. oodles of fun :-) 'we are going to the phone both' right girls?
tuesday - in the morning i had to go get my car fixed. geez. i sat there for an hour and a half for them to tell me that they have to replace the entire CD disc changer. INSANITY! so now i have to go back tomorrow for them to change it. grr. scary scary my dad got into a car accident. he was driving his new envoy that he got for xmas and a truck - one of those big ones with 18 wheels and everything - hit him from behind. completely dented in the back of his car - it's soo messed up. i got soo scared. my heart was racing and i was so worried. but he is ok thank god. his car isn't. it's horrible. completely trashed. i have pictures - not pretty. once he got home and i knew he was okay i cud function normally. i went to amanda's - amanda me lisa suzy melanie jake jesse pete brett and new guy tony from down the shore! nice guy. drove an hour and a half wow. ok. so i got home and i talked to molly about the shore and new years yay!
today - nothing but work and stupid stuff
okay so these changes. im soo smart =-D. wait till lisa comments it's going to be a row of 'i told you so's. oh well. ill sum it up in one sentance. im not being 'nice' ne more because it doesn't make me happy. fuck everyone and their feelings. im always looking out for everybody's elses problems and attitudes and feelings and stuff. i never put myself first and fuck that. i always help other ppl and do stuff not to hurt their feelings. i didunt used to mind when i wud b happy but im not ne more so idk it needs to change.i'm going to be a bitch. get over it. it should be about me for once.
ps - i want to go to college right now! ahh!
beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego
bucko<33