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i think i wasn't gone long enough. i came back feeling like i never left. i've discovered i'm not part of anything here. ten days and i'll never have to work for the bullshit around here again. sure, i'm just going to new bullshit, but atleast it is a different location. better beaches. five days gone and nobody notices. haha, it's like i don't exist. but, i'm okay with that. ten days. god damn i can't wait. i pretty much came home. audrey didn't call me back about hanging out and i decided i was going to catch the next bus to lake forest. maybe i'd kidnap audrey on the way. which means i'd have to kidnap andrew too. meh. this is getting too complicated. the funny thing is-things aren't any different in oc. i'm just as nonexistent. but it's a new form of invisibility. whatever. i'm just starting to hate it here. ...ten days...