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ok when i think that life is the worst for me ever it decides to get even worse and make me physically sick again. ok yea maybe it was a 24 hour virus and im feelinga tad bit better but i was scared. and still am. and it doesnt help to try to guess how people are feeling when i think i know what is wrong. and im sorry of i cause anyone anymore trouble then they had origanilly. i really am. i dont want people to feel like i do and i would never want to make anyone feel worse cuz of me so if i did to any of u im really sorry that i made things harder.
i feel like when things get worse its either cuz im not there or i need to be to help make them better. but sometimes its neither cuz maybe they were there before and i just helped cover them up. maybe i should just stop crying and thinking about my own hurts and fears and start thinking about how u all feel.
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i feel like when things get worse its either cuz im not there or i need to be to help make them better. but sometimes its neither cuz maybe they were there before and i just helped cover them up. maybe i should just stop crying and thinking about my own hurts and fears and start thinking about how u all feel.
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