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Jan 08, 2005 22:36

yeah so..its a saturday night and ive been doing hw for the past 3 hours..do i have a lyfee or what?? uh sooo lifes been shitty lately and i dont know why.. ud think id be the happiest person alive.. i mean i have it all but.. i just been so down lately. Sometimes i wish i could change things in my life.. i wish could go back to being a little kid.. i missed out on sooo much.. i was always pressured to be independant and grown up that i never really had a childhood like everyone else.. it sucks major balls man!Whenever im reminded of it or see things little kids i just wna break down in tears cuz id give nething to relive that part of my life. I wish i could live back at my old house with all my family living rigght next door. The happiest times of my life is when im with my extended family. Me and all my cousins used to be soo close..we'd do everything together now i dont even talk 2 half of them. But at the same time i wish i could have soem of the same things now..oo god i could talk forever lol.. but i believe everything happens for a reason.. and itll all be fine in the end..

sorry 4 putting all this sappy shit in here but i jus had to get it out.. ive been dying to ust let it out..

happy 2o05 everyone!

my new years resolutions are:
1. to not fight with craig when i dont have to
2. to be more social
3. to finally understand wtf cafarelli is talking about in biology

and ohh yeah... how bout that penis SHS? hahaha funny shiiiit
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