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Wow..Never Realized A BreakUp Could Be This Heart Breaking...The Only Person That I Was My Self Around...The Only Person I Truly Ever Loved Broke Up W/ Me...Wow What A Crappy Day...I dont understand Why My Life Had 2 Be Ruined Like This...I Guess Ill Be Alright...My Heart Was Like RIPPED out and stomped on over and over...ive had enough...love is not worth this much pain...I noe many of my friends noe exactly what im goin through but holy cow..never realized it could be this bad...At This Point..I wish my life would just end...I wish i could be the best or the hottest girl in highschool cuz then maybe my boyfriend wouldnt have broke up w/ me...everyone is always takin the one i love away...WHY?! I don't understand...I am having the worst time w/ this...I dont even noe if ill ever fall for someone as hard as i fell for him...The only one i ever loved...My Birthday is ruined cuz he was supposed to come camping w/ me as my b-day present...but now hes not..and he was supposed to come 2 Mi Adv W/ me...and now im prolly not even gonna go...ill be 2 bummed..Life Sucks At This Point....I wish i could just die...I dont want ppls sympathy...i just need a hug right now..if yall noe what i mean...I hate sympathy...but im having a rough time and it sucks...this live journal is to give my opinion and tell how i feel...well i feel like shit and it sucks...well im off 2 bed...maybe ill go 2 bed...maybe i wont..depends on how long i cry 2 night...Well Good Night All...Thanks For Ur Time... Why Me? Why Did This Happen 2 Me?! ...*...Kaitlynn...*...*