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Let's just start with I don't think anyone has ever hurt me this much before. I have no clue where it is starting from, or where it is branching off from, and I don't care. All I care about is that CERTAIN PEOPLE will stop hurting me. I am leaving you alone, please return the courtesy.
So anyway. From where I can see it started (and anyone's welcome to correct me if I am wrong) from a conversation that started yesterday.
ME: Hey, you think you can bring me my Billy Idol CD?
HER: Why don't you come over and get it?
ME: Because your mom doesn't like me and whenever I go over there she is a total bitch to me.
HER: So you are saying my mom is a bitch?
ME: Well she is towards me.
HER: Well at least my mom isn't a herione junkie.
ME: O.O WHAT? *starts crying*
And she didn't bother to apologize, but that part I don't care about. I guess she meant it to hurt me. I could have thrown at her how messed up her family is, but I didn't stoop down to her level. I actually gave her the chance to try to explain the way she has been acting today. Well, that blew up in my face.
Today I was reminded why I hate hanging around girls. I remembered they are bitchy and cruel and will stop at nothing to hurt you. All day long I tried to sort things out between the 3 of us, listen to everyone's side, but for no apparent reason (but I am sure there is one, though no one will tell me) everyone is getting in my face and telling me to perform a certain act with myself. It hurts. A lot. Crystal was trying to comfort me. Sean offered me bud (I graciously declined the latter consolment).
So another day. I haven't cried that much since I was 12.
Tomorrow will be better.
Love always;
Nikki
So anyway. From where I can see it started (and anyone's welcome to correct me if I am wrong) from a conversation that started yesterday.
ME: Hey, you think you can bring me my Billy Idol CD?
HER: Why don't you come over and get it?
ME: Because your mom doesn't like me and whenever I go over there she is a total bitch to me.
HER: So you are saying my mom is a bitch?
ME: Well she is towards me.
HER: Well at least my mom isn't a herione junkie.
ME: O.O WHAT? *starts crying*
And she didn't bother to apologize, but that part I don't care about. I guess she meant it to hurt me. I could have thrown at her how messed up her family is, but I didn't stoop down to her level. I actually gave her the chance to try to explain the way she has been acting today. Well, that blew up in my face.
Today I was reminded why I hate hanging around girls. I remembered they are bitchy and cruel and will stop at nothing to hurt you. All day long I tried to sort things out between the 3 of us, listen to everyone's side, but for no apparent reason (but I am sure there is one, though no one will tell me) everyone is getting in my face and telling me to perform a certain act with myself. It hurts. A lot. Crystal was trying to comfort me. Sean offered me bud (I graciously declined the latter consolment).
So another day. I haven't cried that much since I was 12.
Tomorrow will be better.
Love always;
Nikki