Last of these days....
So, I have:
7 days left to sleep in this half of a single bed
7 days left to look out at my wonderful view of the campus
7 days left to study my brains out (for this year)
7 days left to go to bed and wake up with someone beside me (Jenny, not a man)
7 days left to shower in a shower that three of us share
7 days left to take advantage of this GIANT desk I have
7 days left to to pack everything up
7 days left to write 3 exams
7 days left to walk around campus and remember that I am now a university student
7 days left to get everything settled for my house
7 days left to laugh with my friends
7 days left to sing with my friends
7 days left to sit on Steve's bed and listen to him overanalyze the last movie we just watched
7 days left to go running down the hall with Jenny into Jeff's room
7 days left to get beat up by Jeff
7 days to make Jeff and Jenny piss their pants laughing
7 days left to jump around to PUMP IT with Jenny when we get tired of doing work
7 days left to get a massage from Matty
7 days left to go the cafeteria with my entire 'family' and have a food fight
7 days left to say "FOURS" and then let the boys trash my tray anyway
7 days left to never see Gordie
7 days left to sing Spice Girls at the top of my lungs
7 days left to have late night talk with Steve
7 days left to have random politcal conversations with Rankin
7 days left to not hear Steve sing and play the guitar
7 days left to not see Steve without his shirt on
7 days left to walk past Dan Village's door and wonder if he's in there
7 days left to hear Alex complain about her food
7 days left to hear Jenny say she's not ready for her exam
7 days left to hold Jenny's hair when she pukes
7 days left to wake hear that Blake was playing with me in the middle of the night (not sexual)
7 days left to wonder where the fuck Aleksei went to
7 days left to laugh at Michael Man's random comments
7 days left to shake my head at Matty whenever he says ANYTHING
7 days left to see Sarah and Dan be in love
7 days left to hear about Carla's rando's
7 days left to watch Carla and Connor kick the shit out of each other
7 days left to call Gabby Gabe
7 days left to finish my 80 meals!
7 days left to receive psych study calls
7 days left to hear Jeff's girly giggle
7 days left to make fun of Alex about Bryan
7 days left to watch the boys mess up Alex's room
7 days left to hear the boys come home when they're smashed
7 days left to call Connor SCROT
7 days left to be with everyone.....
And what have I got out of this year? Well...many things, some tangible and some not.
I have learned immense amounts. And I didn't think I had, until I looked at all the stuy notes I've made over the past months, and realized that I know everything thats in those thousands of pages. That's pretty damn cool! I've learned (to some extent) how to learn as well. Someone said that to me on the train... in university they teach you how to learn....I know how to study, I know how to take proper notes... I know how to organize them.
Apart from school Ive learned many things too, or have started the learning and still in the process of perfecting. I've learned that I am okay on my own. It was always something I wondered when I was with Sandy, and always something I tried to learn in highschool but never got around to it. I have been on my own since Septemeber, and if I can do my first year university with all of these massive changes without a significant other, Im pretty sure I can last through anything.
I've learned that friends are something to cherish. Ive learned this through the new ones Ive made here at Queens who are fabulous but also from my girls at home. It's been two years since we've been separated and we're all still going strong. I talk to one of them at least once a day, we still share the important things in life and the not so important things. I never, not once in a day, forget that I have them.
I've learned how much family means to us all. I always knew that, but I think I've started to learn how to treat them, and am getting better at not always having to be right, of course there is still room to grow, but Im getting there. Ive learned that no matter where someone is in the world, you can still love them
I've learned that I don't necessarily have my life planned out like I thought. I don't know exactly what I want to do, and as scary as that is, its also kinda cool.
Ive learned that I miss my passion, and its important to keep it in your life for always
Ive learned that we all have to grow up in some ways, but for the rest of our lives we can still be kids at heart... my stepdad is the perfect example
Ive learned that sometimes its nice to be alone
Ive learned that going to bed with a smile, makes u wake up with a smile
Ive learned that complaining is annoying and stressful and repeitive
Ive learned that compromising can be fun, and so can being the bigger person
I havent necessarily learned why I push people away, or why I still want a fairytale, or why when my mom says that I push people away I still can't except it. Or what my issue is with love/lust.... all that is still fuzzy...but I have leanred that its okay not to know right now.... because Im 18 (19 in three weeks).... and there is plenty of time to learn...!!!
Most importantly... Ive learned that I love learning!! How's about them apples?
7 days left to sleep in this half of a single bed
7 days left to look out at my wonderful view of the campus
7 days left to study my brains out (for this year)
7 days left to go to bed and wake up with someone beside me (Jenny, not a man)
7 days left to shower in a shower that three of us share
7 days left to take advantage of this GIANT desk I have
7 days left to to pack everything up
7 days left to write 3 exams
7 days left to walk around campus and remember that I am now a university student
7 days left to get everything settled for my house
7 days left to laugh with my friends
7 days left to sing with my friends
7 days left to sit on Steve's bed and listen to him overanalyze the last movie we just watched
7 days left to go running down the hall with Jenny into Jeff's room
7 days left to get beat up by Jeff
7 days to make Jeff and Jenny piss their pants laughing
7 days left to jump around to PUMP IT with Jenny when we get tired of doing work
7 days left to get a massage from Matty
7 days left to go the cafeteria with my entire 'family' and have a food fight
7 days left to say "FOURS" and then let the boys trash my tray anyway
7 days left to never see Gordie
7 days left to sing Spice Girls at the top of my lungs
7 days left to have late night talk with Steve
7 days left to have random politcal conversations with Rankin
7 days left to not hear Steve sing and play the guitar
7 days left to not see Steve without his shirt on
7 days left to walk past Dan Village's door and wonder if he's in there
7 days left to hear Alex complain about her food
7 days left to hear Jenny say she's not ready for her exam
7 days left to hold Jenny's hair when she pukes
7 days left to wake hear that Blake was playing with me in the middle of the night (not sexual)
7 days left to wonder where the fuck Aleksei went to
7 days left to laugh at Michael Man's random comments
7 days left to shake my head at Matty whenever he says ANYTHING
7 days left to see Sarah and Dan be in love
7 days left to hear about Carla's rando's
7 days left to watch Carla and Connor kick the shit out of each other
7 days left to call Gabby Gabe
7 days left to finish my 80 meals!
7 days left to receive psych study calls
7 days left to hear Jeff's girly giggle
7 days left to make fun of Alex about Bryan
7 days left to watch the boys mess up Alex's room
7 days left to hear the boys come home when they're smashed
7 days left to call Connor SCROT
7 days left to be with everyone.....
And what have I got out of this year? Well...many things, some tangible and some not.
I have learned immense amounts. And I didn't think I had, until I looked at all the stuy notes I've made over the past months, and realized that I know everything thats in those thousands of pages. That's pretty damn cool! I've learned (to some extent) how to learn as well. Someone said that to me on the train... in university they teach you how to learn....I know how to study, I know how to take proper notes... I know how to organize them.
Apart from school Ive learned many things too, or have started the learning and still in the process of perfecting. I've learned that I am okay on my own. It was always something I wondered when I was with Sandy, and always something I tried to learn in highschool but never got around to it. I have been on my own since Septemeber, and if I can do my first year university with all of these massive changes without a significant other, Im pretty sure I can last through anything.
I've learned that friends are something to cherish. Ive learned this through the new ones Ive made here at Queens who are fabulous but also from my girls at home. It's been two years since we've been separated and we're all still going strong. I talk to one of them at least once a day, we still share the important things in life and the not so important things. I never, not once in a day, forget that I have them.
I've learned how much family means to us all. I always knew that, but I think I've started to learn how to treat them, and am getting better at not always having to be right, of course there is still room to grow, but Im getting there. Ive learned that no matter where someone is in the world, you can still love them
I've learned that I don't necessarily have my life planned out like I thought. I don't know exactly what I want to do, and as scary as that is, its also kinda cool.
Ive learned that I miss my passion, and its important to keep it in your life for always
Ive learned that we all have to grow up in some ways, but for the rest of our lives we can still be kids at heart... my stepdad is the perfect example
Ive learned that sometimes its nice to be alone
Ive learned that going to bed with a smile, makes u wake up with a smile
Ive learned that complaining is annoying and stressful and repeitive
Ive learned that compromising can be fun, and so can being the bigger person
I havent necessarily learned why I push people away, or why I still want a fairytale, or why when my mom says that I push people away I still can't except it. Or what my issue is with love/lust.... all that is still fuzzy...but I have leanred that its okay not to know right now.... because Im 18 (19 in three weeks).... and there is plenty of time to learn...!!!
Most importantly... Ive learned that I love learning!! How's about them apples?