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Hello all
An update coming at yea...
This wkdn I went to Trav's. It was okay. The first night he was kinda weird... actually both nights he was kinda weird.... I dont know what it was but he wasnt his normal self. The roomies said its cuz hes attracted to me, but I dont think so.. maybe were finally drifting....who knows.... maybe its bre, prolly lol its always bre.
On the other hand his brother Nick came up and him and I got into the bar VIP style... remind me to tell u the story at xmas. Overall though I had a nice chill weekend.
This Dan thing on the other hand sucks. He doesnt want anything sserious and I dont want to lose him as a friend... but I like him so much. I dont even know what to say and how to explain it czu im not really even sure what i feel. Hes going home for xmas and hell see his ex... and theyll get back tgoether and then were here again for a couple of months and then were right back into summer where he lives in bc... i should just forget it... its impossible...
i wanted to do a big rant but lately i havent been able to put how i feel down on paper... it might be why i feel so up tight lately... cz i cant express anything i feel....
anway i tried i guess
miss u alll
Em
An update coming at yea...
This wkdn I went to Trav's. It was okay. The first night he was kinda weird... actually both nights he was kinda weird.... I dont know what it was but he wasnt his normal self. The roomies said its cuz hes attracted to me, but I dont think so.. maybe were finally drifting....who knows.... maybe its bre, prolly lol its always bre.
On the other hand his brother Nick came up and him and I got into the bar VIP style... remind me to tell u the story at xmas. Overall though I had a nice chill weekend.
This Dan thing on the other hand sucks. He doesnt want anything sserious and I dont want to lose him as a friend... but I like him so much. I dont even know what to say and how to explain it czu im not really even sure what i feel. Hes going home for xmas and hell see his ex... and theyll get back tgoether and then were here again for a couple of months and then were right back into summer where he lives in bc... i should just forget it... its impossible...
i wanted to do a big rant but lately i havent been able to put how i feel down on paper... it might be why i feel so up tight lately... cz i cant express anything i feel....
anway i tried i guess
miss u alll
Em