More pain them before.. wtf?
I had my first Massage therapy session. It was mostly me telling her what's wrong and her filling out page after page of paperwork to send to my insurance company to get it o.k'd (which could take up for 2 week.. which is retarded!) but anyway. She worked on ym back/neck for about 10 minutes just to see how much of a mess I was in.. and a mess I am.
Afterwards I felt o.k. But then my neck started hurting (more then usual) and this morning my back hurts (100 times more then usual). People say that you must hurt more before you get better... well.. Im not sure if I want to get better at this point. im in pain. I really wanted to call in dead today but forced myself to come in because I knew there would be important work to get done.. >.> <.< Hmm.. important work... where are you?
So the weekend is here. I was invited to a BBQ tomorrow but decided nto to go. Actually i thought I had this family BBQ thing for my uncle on teh Saturday so I rsvp'd to the friend BBQ as a no. Then I find out my mom marked the wrong day on the calendar and its actually on Sunday.. So technically I can go to the other BBq.. but I feel like crap and dont feel like changing my RSVP to a yes I will probably come. I think I'll jsut lay in bed all day and try to get better... and unpack from last weekend. I still have my suitcase lying on my floor >_< boo lots of laundry a head.
Speaking of clothing... I need to go shopping. I know it will be very hot in Vegas and I don't have a lot of "OMG its hot out here" type clothing... so maybe I will try to find some cheap stuff.. of maybe just buy something down there? Who knows. I need to save money.. but i also need clothes to wear! oh the decissions!
Afterwards I felt o.k. But then my neck started hurting (more then usual) and this morning my back hurts (100 times more then usual). People say that you must hurt more before you get better... well.. Im not sure if I want to get better at this point. im in pain. I really wanted to call in dead today but forced myself to come in because I knew there would be important work to get done.. >.> <.< Hmm.. important work... where are you?
So the weekend is here. I was invited to a BBQ tomorrow but decided nto to go. Actually i thought I had this family BBQ thing for my uncle on teh Saturday so I rsvp'd to the friend BBQ as a no. Then I find out my mom marked the wrong day on the calendar and its actually on Sunday.. So technically I can go to the other BBq.. but I feel like crap and dont feel like changing my RSVP to a yes I will probably come. I think I'll jsut lay in bed all day and try to get better... and unpack from last weekend. I still have my suitcase lying on my floor >_< boo lots of laundry a head.
Speaking of clothing... I need to go shopping. I know it will be very hot in Vegas and I don't have a lot of "OMG its hot out here" type clothing... so maybe I will try to find some cheap stuff.. of maybe just buy something down there? Who knows. I need to save money.. but i also need clothes to wear! oh the decissions!