Sep 23, 2006 17:17
lets see, what can i do to make a change in my life? have somethin to look forward to? something that gives me butterflies in mah tummy? i wish something would happen. so i was supposed to have an interview at eaglewood country club and spa today, but it got changed to wednesday, which is better i guess bc i didnt feel like goin out in the nasty rainy depressing weather today. and then i can turn in my 2 weeks at targay and then by the time i start at this new place, the weekend of the 6th 7th and 8th of october will be over and i can still go on my st. louis trip wit sam. that, i guess, is the only thing i have to look forward to right now. it will be good to get away.
by the way, my mono has reoccured for the 4th time now, and itz getting a lil ridiculous. there has to be something i can do to get it completely OUT of my system. pretty soon im gunna take a knife to my throat to cut the bulges out of it.
only about 3 months til i get to leave addison again and make a new journey out at good ole bloomington normal, il. Im excited to go there and not have to worry about ne thing, and start over new. hopefully that will be more fun than my last going away college experience. speaking of that..i miss arizona. i miss the weather, and i miss val and connor and kyli. i still havnt gotten my shyt from there, bc my cousin is gay. and weird thing, today is my cousin tommys wedding out in az...and last year, this very weekend was my cousin kristens wedding here downtown, and i came home this weekend. it was fun...and i miss that..a LOT.
lol..well i scammed my way out of goin to church tointe, i kno, im goin ta hell...but i dunno i didnt feel like goin and sittin there listenin to jiberish from the hindu guy fer an hour.
well im off to get ready, im goin to dinner wit mah friend brittany from werk...
PeAcE