...excuse me while i fall apart, dont flatter urself sweetheart...

[lil_baby_gurl24]

My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever

So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place

Tell me I'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything I've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway

Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this

So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place...

****So ive come to conclusion....****

guys
relationships
boys and girls
sex
stories
reputations
mind games
drama

All of it is bullshyt
Why do people have to make things so complicated?
It really isnt necessary.
I cant deal with my heart being handled the way it is.
Make up ur goddamn minds.
And everyone needs to keep out of other peoples fuckin business!

So the questions comes down to...

How do i aLwAyS end up gettin myself into a big mess..and how do i get myself out?