Cuz todays not the past and i dont need to relive it...
ok so did you ever just want to do things on ur own. Learn what's good for you and what's not..but figure it out for urself?! Cuz hell i sure would. Remember when i first met john and everyone told me that i was stupid to be dating him, and that he was going to screw me over like he did with the rest of the girls he "dated". Well you know..i didnt listen to ne one cuz i wanted to experience wut would happen on my own..and look everything turned out great....now if i were to listen to sumone who i was friends with, and they said that nothing good came from him, and that i was waisting my time...i wouldnt have gotten all the great memories that i have now. This entry has a purpose...trust me, but only a few will understand. I just am sick of people controling my life...or tryin to tell me to live based off of their past experiences. I mean this past weekend was a shit load of drama that i shouldnt have even been part of but i got sucked into it...and things are pretty gay now. And so i dont need what just happened tonight. One of my friends told me tonight..."no one can change you, and you can't change someone else, and to expect that is unrealistic...for someone to demand you to change is unfair." I'm sorry if things went shitty for u in the past dealing with this...im sorry but some things that you do have also not had the greatest outcomes dealing with me and/or my life but im gunna let u have fun and make ur own decisions cuz i kno u know ur limits and will be wise with it and not get sucked in. So alls im askin is for me to learn my own way through life, and to just trust me. PeAcE