And It All Comes Down To This..
Well, I'm back once again, after being lost for the longest time. My life has just been a huge roller coaster ride. Both good and bad things have been happening in my life. Many serious decisions and answers I had to choose and say to be where I'm at now. But I must admit, I don't regret any of it. I've lost friends, but I've gained love. My life at home has been hell in and out. I'm yearning for the day that my clock reaches August 13, 2006. That will be the happiest day of my life. Not because I get to be an adult. I don't really care about that, and I don't want to grow up that fast. Just that, that will be the day that I'm free. Free of all this misery. Things with my dad had been going perfect. Nothing went wrong. Then all of a sudden, his childishness and selfishness came out of the light. I don't think it's the right thing to put what happened between us here. But the point is, I let him have it. But in good news, I found someone that has made my life better. And especially a lot happier. He has been through all this family crisis that I have been going through and he has held his arms open to me and let me in for some comfort and support. I don't think I can ever re-pay him. Well, actually I can. I'll just love him back. That's all I can do for now.
On another note here was my day so far:
--> Morning Went to school. Loved because nobody was there. It was FCAT and it wasn't boring at all. I watched a couple of movies and I ate shit with a couple of old friends.
--> Afternoon Got a lecture from the lady I'm living with. Watched t.v. and talked to boo-boo all day. For some reason, I talk to *him* all the time! And I hate talking on the phone. So yeah, that's how crazy I am for you. I know your gonna read this...lol.
--> Right Now Talkin to boo-boo, and watching t.v. about to go nighty-night.
--> Tomorrow Go back to the FCAT room, and eat more shit with everyone there.