Sleep
It's really ridiculous how I haven't been able to fall asleep lately.
I need to get rid of all this anxiety and stress quickly.
I'm so bothered and annoyed with not just that but with myself that it's taking a toll on me.
On theother hand I need want to find someone who wants me, who wants to be with be. Just someone to love really, someone to be the best friend I don't really have.
That's the other thing. I've realized I don't have a "best friend" I can tell everything and not be judged for it. Or to tell me the truth because it's good for me even though I don't want to hear it. Hopefully I can make those in college. Don't get me wrong I love my besties from high school but I can't always trust them to not gossip abou me behind my back or make fun of me.