feeling like shit
im feeling very emotional lately. a lot of things are getting to me. i dont feel like i have a place in sb, i dont feel like i have enough people to feel myself around, i dont feel good about myself. i feel very alone and i just want to go home. buttt i cant do that. i know i shouldnt do that. i need to find my place, my group of people. lost is a good word to use. i dont feel comfortable with myself anymore. i need to find that balance of good again. maybe its time that i start living a drug free life again.