i'm in a really good place in my life

[lil_azn_friendz]

i've come to the point that finding out he cheated on me was one of the best things that could've happened to me. i would've spent my year longing for him, fighting with him, and him sneaking around. sure it hurt really bad in the beginning and it sucked the first month at ucsb but its better that it happened. i wouldn't have put myself out there to meet all these amazing people, and force myself to do hall council. i'm honestly so glad to be living where i do and know the people i've met. we won best hall council of the entire school. AND we got best floor of the year out of the entire hall council! i even got nominated for best exec board member. i couldn't have asked for more my first year here at ucsb. its been amazing and events happened to make everything what it is. im grateful to have had such an amazing year.

i've also decided that i'm going to stop trying to be friends with people that don't want to be friends with me or talk to me. if they need a favor sure, i'll help them out cause i would want help when i need it but at the same time, idgaf about them. i made an effort and if they are going to let a stupid little thing get in the way of our friendship then oh well... that sucks. i tried.

summer is going to be amazing though. i cannot wait for EDC and just being home with all my friends. sure im going to miss people here but i'll see them so it wont be so bad.