Its that time of year again....
*SIGH* Well its that time of year again when my grandfathers in and out of the hospital. Thankgiving night he went in for an infection in his leg AGAIN but this time it was bad enough where they're amputating his leg today. I'm having a cup of coffee and a smoke before I go pick up my dad and head up to see my grandfather before his surgery. I'm a nervous reck about it because I've seen simple surgerys go terribly wrong. But my grandfathers a stubborn old bat and won't give in so easily even if he seems mopey. But I don't want to cry and I can already feel the starts of emotions tinging against my eyelids. *bigger sigh* I"m praying for him today and I don't pray very often, no not to God but to whomever is listening and could do something about it. I don't ask for much and I only ask that my grandfather live to see his great grandson (my nephew) before he passes. And to see his great grand daughter one last time before he goes, since she cannot go into his room to see him because of the type of infection. Hopefully he'll be alright, I don't dare get my hopes up because of them getting smashed down to the ground so many times in my life. Everyone just keep my grandfather on your thoughts and wish him a speedy recovery. Thanks.