Nov 02, 2005 20:49
So i decided i am going to attempt to sit down and start writin in this shit again so i can begin to keep up with my life again :).
anywhoo i was sittin down readin some entries from my past n i realized how much i miss certain people and situations i used to live in such like my friendship with Kev. my new goal is to find this kid... i will find him cuz i will lve to see him again :) ! so Rahiim got in touch with me on myspace so i hope ill be able to get in contact with him n kev n be able to go see them again! god i miss those boys!
haha how funni is it that i used to be insaneli infatuated with harry and now he is my best friend! someone i turn to for everythin used to be someone i drooled over and was not myself around ever! ahha the ways things change! god!
by readin this i have realized that i have always been with the boiiz n the grls have seriousli come n gone in life.. girls i thought woulf never leave i hate more than ne thin haha n ones i thought never would hurt me did... it deff got me thinkin! ehh o well lol
well this is my second year at west conn and im not gunna lie there are some hard times here but for the most part i like where im at :) n i love the girls i met n of course the boiiz i have here are amazing :)
im not gunna lie... i regret one thing! onli one thin in 2 years! thats amazing.. sometimes its takes learnin the hard way over n over to finalli get shit drilled in your head... and rob drilled it into my head this time! o well lol Shit happens right!
stefs wit me this year... n we have been gettin closer than ever ;) the one girl ive been able to keep all my life haha! Stef i love u girl!!!
but ne ways thats it for now... jus a lil recap on everythin thats been goin on so that i can start writin daily again! ill be around again :)