Dreamland
Two Dreams . . .
While in Steamboat Springs with Katie and Rachel:
I was in a house, although no house I know. It was sunny outside, but we had the windows draped with some crepey kind of orange and pink clothes. I was in the living room with my mom. There was a TV, a recliner, and I had a bed messily made on the floor. This guy named Rock Zombie I know was there looking at videos on the wall with her. He had a small wrench in his back pocket. I thought, "Now there's a man with tools." Then my mom was sitting in the recliner, I was sitting on the couch, and Rock Zombie was sitting on a wooden chair between us. We made the shape of a corner. He had his hand resting on the arm rest of the couch. I put my hand down and it was accidentally on his. I started to move it, but decided to leave it there. Then I kind of caressed his arm a little. Then he ran his thumb across my lips. I was suddenly on my bed on the floor and looked up and it was Matt Hovey. My mom was gone. I pulled him down onto the bed with me, and we started kissing. While we were kissing, my grandmother walked in. She sounded deeply hurt when she said, "I didn't mean to walk in on y'all making love." She grabbed a video from the TV stand and said, still deeply hurt, "I'll let y'all get back to making love now." When Matt found out who she was, he was mortified that she walked in on us so he got up and ran away I tried to explain to him that it was no big deal, that's just the way she is. But he wasn't convinced. I ran after him and found all his brothers who were all very hot. Then Matt got into a very deep bathtub. The bathtub was the only thing in the room. I went back to the living room. I was very angry that my grandmother had scared him off. About that time, a milk delivery guy came in and said to me, "Your grandmother told me about the baby coming. I also do diaper service. Should I go ahead and sign you up?" I said, "I'm not having a baby! I haven't even had sex in 8 months! I'm divorced!" In my mind I was thinking that I had had sex with Matt Hovey previously, but the milkman/diaper guy didn't need to know about that. He walked out of the room. I walked into the kitchen where my mom was and overheard the milkman saying to her, "You're going to have your hands full with this baby since she won't admit it's coming. Should I go ahead and sign you up?" I YELLED at him, "I AM NOT HAVING A BABY!! I DON'T CARE WHAT MY GRANDMOTHER TOLD YOU!!!" He still didn't believe me, but he left. I stomped down the hallway towards my grandmother's room yelling, "MAMAW!! MAMAW!!" She wasn't back there. I came back to the kitchen, looked out the window to the driveway and saw that my car was gone. I yelled at my mother, "YOU LET HER TAKE MY CAR?!!" I was so furious. My grandfather was standing there in a bathrobe. He started to walk slowly away so that I wouldn't notice him. But I did and I followed him. He said, "Your grandmother is just upset because I cheated on her one time." I said, "But I'm not cheating on anyone!! I wasn't making love!!" That's all I remember.
Last night . . .
I woke up and came into a kitchen. My mom and grandmother were there making breakfast. My grandmother said to my mom, "You should go back on that fat-restricted diet. That was working well for you." I said something to my grandmother along the lines of "Shut-up you mean bitch! You should have some manners!" Then my grandmother turned into a big, black genie like from Aladin, only black, not blue. And not funny either. She and I were fighting. I got her pinned up against a wall with a white plastic spoon. Then I did a back kick. Her demon pets were attacking me, but I kicked on of them. She said, "Well, that's pretty effective against him." She then grabbed a knife from the knife block and threw it at my mom. I threw the plastic spoon to deflect it, but it stabbed my mom in the stomach. I yelled, "HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO YOUR OWN DAUGHTER?!!" She said, "What? Now she can be reborn in a form that will be perfect for her husband." Her husband's name was Michael Cross. My grandmother/genie then walked into the living room and starting picking through my mom's china cabinet for the things she wanted and began piling them on the table. I threw an energetic shield around the stuff on the table so she couldn't touch it. She called all her demon pets on me, but I made a sort of deep, gutteral growl and got her and all the demons in an energetic hold that lifted them off the ground strangling them. Michael Cross carried my mom into the room and laid her on the table. He had sewn her up because he just happened to be a surgeon. He was bragging that she wouldn't even have a scar and that she'd be fine. He had left his fancy, curly initials as scars on her stomach instead. Then I was no longer so mad and my hold on my grandmother/genie let up a bit. Then I woke up.
Weird.
While in Steamboat Springs with Katie and Rachel:
I was in a house, although no house I know. It was sunny outside, but we had the windows draped with some crepey kind of orange and pink clothes. I was in the living room with my mom. There was a TV, a recliner, and I had a bed messily made on the floor. This guy named Rock Zombie I know was there looking at videos on the wall with her. He had a small wrench in his back pocket. I thought, "Now there's a man with tools." Then my mom was sitting in the recliner, I was sitting on the couch, and Rock Zombie was sitting on a wooden chair between us. We made the shape of a corner. He had his hand resting on the arm rest of the couch. I put my hand down and it was accidentally on his. I started to move it, but decided to leave it there. Then I kind of caressed his arm a little. Then he ran his thumb across my lips. I was suddenly on my bed on the floor and looked up and it was Matt Hovey. My mom was gone. I pulled him down onto the bed with me, and we started kissing. While we were kissing, my grandmother walked in. She sounded deeply hurt when she said, "I didn't mean to walk in on y'all making love." She grabbed a video from the TV stand and said, still deeply hurt, "I'll let y'all get back to making love now." When Matt found out who she was, he was mortified that she walked in on us so he got up and ran away I tried to explain to him that it was no big deal, that's just the way she is. But he wasn't convinced. I ran after him and found all his brothers who were all very hot. Then Matt got into a very deep bathtub. The bathtub was the only thing in the room. I went back to the living room. I was very angry that my grandmother had scared him off. About that time, a milk delivery guy came in and said to me, "Your grandmother told me about the baby coming. I also do diaper service. Should I go ahead and sign you up?" I said, "I'm not having a baby! I haven't even had sex in 8 months! I'm divorced!" In my mind I was thinking that I had had sex with Matt Hovey previously, but the milkman/diaper guy didn't need to know about that. He walked out of the room. I walked into the kitchen where my mom was and overheard the milkman saying to her, "You're going to have your hands full with this baby since she won't admit it's coming. Should I go ahead and sign you up?" I YELLED at him, "I AM NOT HAVING A BABY!! I DON'T CARE WHAT MY GRANDMOTHER TOLD YOU!!!" He still didn't believe me, but he left. I stomped down the hallway towards my grandmother's room yelling, "MAMAW!! MAMAW!!" She wasn't back there. I came back to the kitchen, looked out the window to the driveway and saw that my car was gone. I yelled at my mother, "YOU LET HER TAKE MY CAR?!!" I was so furious. My grandfather was standing there in a bathrobe. He started to walk slowly away so that I wouldn't notice him. But I did and I followed him. He said, "Your grandmother is just upset because I cheated on her one time." I said, "But I'm not cheating on anyone!! I wasn't making love!!" That's all I remember.
Last night . . .
I woke up and came into a kitchen. My mom and grandmother were there making breakfast. My grandmother said to my mom, "You should go back on that fat-restricted diet. That was working well for you." I said something to my grandmother along the lines of "Shut-up you mean bitch! You should have some manners!" Then my grandmother turned into a big, black genie like from Aladin, only black, not blue. And not funny either. She and I were fighting. I got her pinned up against a wall with a white plastic spoon. Then I did a back kick. Her demon pets were attacking me, but I kicked on of them. She said, "Well, that's pretty effective against him." She then grabbed a knife from the knife block and threw it at my mom. I threw the plastic spoon to deflect it, but it stabbed my mom in the stomach. I yelled, "HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO YOUR OWN DAUGHTER?!!" She said, "What? Now she can be reborn in a form that will be perfect for her husband." Her husband's name was Michael Cross. My grandmother/genie then walked into the living room and starting picking through my mom's china cabinet for the things she wanted and began piling them on the table. I threw an energetic shield around the stuff on the table so she couldn't touch it. She called all her demon pets on me, but I made a sort of deep, gutteral growl and got her and all the demons in an energetic hold that lifted them off the ground strangling them. Michael Cross carried my mom into the room and laid her on the table. He had sewn her up because he just happened to be a surgeon. He was bragging that she wouldn't even have a scar and that she'd be fine. He had left his fancy, curly initials as scars on her stomach instead. Then I was no longer so mad and my hold on my grandmother/genie let up a bit. Then I woke up.
Weird.