THIS IS THE LAST TIME I HOLD YOUR HAND.
So. I got the co-sales manager position at my store. I've known since before Thanksgiving, but I just wasn't allowed to tell anyone for a while until our DM made me an offer. She still hasn't made me an offer, but hopefully it'll be sometime soon. I'm just allowed to tell people now :o)
When I heard the news, I wasn't as excited as I thought I'd be. I mean, this is my life goals going the way I want them to. Shouldn't I be happier than what I am? Am I deep down still the same way I was a year and a half ago? I thought I've made some progress... but I guess not.
It's all coming true though. Co-sales spot, soon I'll be getting my degree (by soon I mean a couple of years yet), and then it's off to NYC.
Can I really leave Midland? I've been here all 21 years of my life - Someplace new is scary. But it's time for me to get on with my life and live it the way I want to live.
ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
When I heard the news, I wasn't as excited as I thought I'd be. I mean, this is my life goals going the way I want them to. Shouldn't I be happier than what I am? Am I deep down still the same way I was a year and a half ago? I thought I've made some progress... but I guess not.
It's all coming true though. Co-sales spot, soon I'll be getting my degree (by soon I mean a couple of years yet), and then it's off to NYC.
Can I really leave Midland? I've been here all 21 years of my life - Someplace new is scary. But it's time for me to get on with my life and live it the way I want to live.
ehhhhhhhhhhhh.