HOW ?
These past couple of weeks have really been hell. I have screwed up so bad and i dont know why i did it. I have a great guy, probably one of the best guys out there and i go out and jepordize it by cheating... why in the hell did i do it. Everyone now hates me, though they wont just say it.... i really wish that they would... i kinda feel like i am back where i was ... well off this topic, anyways.... i am being good though i swore to robert that i cant and wont ever do this agian... and i have been good lately, two guys have called (if you know me you know who they are) and i didnt answer, didnt respond or anything... i love robert toooo much to screw this up agian. It hurt so bad when he told me the other night at work he wanted to break up, i am so glad that he took me back, i dont really understand why though, i mean all his friends tell him that he should dump me, get rid of me but he sticks around, WHY? well anyways baby i love you ( juss thought i would throw that in juss in case you happen to read it)