Im done!!

[lil4missy22]

Wow so yesterday wasnt a good day for me. I have the worst luck ever, nothin ever goes right for me, n it sucks.. For the past week, i been planning this Motel Party n men, it was soo stressful but i did all this for my best friend b/c i thought in the end it would be all worth it. n i felt bad that i didnt do anythin w/ her on her b-day but damn i was wrong.. It all started when someone called me n told me that some other ppl r comin too so i called Paige n Sam to tell them. well after work. i found out that they didnt want to go anymore.. i was like r u kiddin me, i did all this for them n they're not even comin.. so i was like fuck it.. at this pt. i didnt know if i should have it or not but i decided to stick w/ it b/c i thought Sam will still be there but of course not.. men, how i was pissed off n hurt. i couldnt believe they would leave me there all by myself w/ them.. once again i got screwed over.. n it didnt help that my sis wanted to leave me too.. god, it j/ hurt so bad that no one thought bout me, didnt care that i did all this work, it was a slap in the face.. to found out that no one thinks bout u when all u do is try to make ppl happy well guess what im done, i cant do it anymore.. specially to the ppl i hangout w/.. i always call u guys no matter what im doin n i always invite u but u guys dont to the same w/ me.. n i dont understand y i guess im not really a friend then.. like honestly when was the last time u called me up w/ plans or invite me somewhere.. wow, i cant think of one.. im j/ soo tired of always makin plans, i know their borin but its samethin, if ur goin to complain then u think of somethin for once, that would be great.. ookk let see what else..
Melp- wow!! i seriously cant take it anymore, im done w/ u.. I tried makin things work w/ u n tried to get u back in w/ the group but u didnt even care, u didnt even try. if u really cared bout me like u say, u would of tried but u didnt so i guess my friendship to u didnt mean anythin to u after all the things i done for u.. i cant believe u want to end it on our senior yr., i really thought that me n u would last forever but i guess not.. n when i see ur away messages n journals sayin u hate ur senior yr. n that u dont have friends bla bla bla well then do somethin bout it then.. u r kiddin me stop complainin n fix it.. i mean u must bein doin somethin wrong b/c all ur friends lefted u.. n u n matt r both hypocrites.. u guys used to complain that metin n jay hang out alot well guess what u guys r 10 times worst, n everyone knows it, they j/ dont want to say it.. even last night, u didnt even talk to me, at least matt tried.. im sry if this hurts but u need to hear it.. i really hope one day we can get past this n become friends again. but im not goin to be waitin around anymore for u, if u want ur friendship back w/ me then do somethin bout it..
hey, im sry if this hurts anyone, but u got understand im done gettin stepped on n treated like shit from my own friends.. i thought friends cared about each other well im not feelin the love from anyone.. so for now im done. ohh yea n for the party in March, im def. not havin it anymore, theres no pt. i cant think of one reason to have it.. i mean i love u all but i j/ cant take it anymore.. Go Senior year.... i love metin n jay... atleast they want me around.. love u guys.. yea those last sentences were by jay.. lol
see metin i finally told everyone how i feel arent u proud?? lol n thanks metin n sean for makin me feel better last night..