I'll just wait n see...
My weekend was great. Friday, soccer then i found out that i had work so my plans for the night were messed up but it was fine. Jay, Sam, Bri n Jim picked me up from work then we went to friendlys to eat. Eric, Metin n Trav came too. After eatin we all went to Sams to hang out for lil bit.
The next day we had a soccer game but it was cancelled so i j/ relaxed until i had to go to work.. I didnt leave work until 10:30 when i was only schedule to work until 9. Of course that night we had to put up signs, wow that was fun, not!! i hate doin that, it takes forever. and lucky me I turn 18th on Wed. b/c now im allowed to stay there until 12. thats goin to be fun. i know its more hrs which means more money but i dont feel like stayin there until 12 at night on a weekend. After work, i went to b dunns b/c he was havin a party. it was ok i thought more ppl were goin to be there but w/e. I played beer pong most of the time b/c me n dunn kept winnin. i think we won about 6 games in a row. then i played w/ this girl we went triplet over time but we lost it in the end. it was a good game. i lefted bout 2 b/c i had to take bri home n me n jay had work the next morning.
Woke up the next morning, i felt great. for some reason when i drink the next morning i feel amazin n hyper. i never feel sick. but i think im goin to stop drinkin b/c none of my friends drink anymore, its mostly j/ me which isnt fun. i dunno i say that but i probably wont stop. So anyway i went to work. talk to Theresa bout some stuff, i love talkin to her, i think shes the only person i really can talk to anymore. n she doesnt even go to our school which is good. So she told me she never went to a party n i was like what r u serious so i gave her my number n she gave me hers so i can invite her next time. after work went home watched tv then i closed my eyes for one sec. n fell asleep for couple hrs. woke up n couldnt go back to sleep so i watched a movie until i fell asleep again.
Now its Monday.. school was fine, i didnt do much. im kinda mad b/c im doin horrible in most of my classes n i dont know what to do n its only goin to get harder b/c soon ill be workin almost everyday n then i still have other stuff to worry bout. today we had a soccer game against Overbrook. we won 5-0. I finally scored a goal. then after that i didnt play b/c Kilmek wanted other ppl to play n he knows i been in alot pain for couple weeks. we only have 3 more games left n our season is over. its sucks but im happy its over b/c i cant take the pain anymore n i have 4 months to rest for lacrosse. not sure yet if im playin or not.
two more days until my Birthday.. but i cant do anythin b/c i have work..
i want to get somethin off my chest but i dont think i ever will... b/c i think its better unsaid, its not bad or anythin so dont worry..
The next day we had a soccer game but it was cancelled so i j/ relaxed until i had to go to work.. I didnt leave work until 10:30 when i was only schedule to work until 9. Of course that night we had to put up signs, wow that was fun, not!! i hate doin that, it takes forever. and lucky me I turn 18th on Wed. b/c now im allowed to stay there until 12. thats goin to be fun. i know its more hrs which means more money but i dont feel like stayin there until 12 at night on a weekend. After work, i went to b dunns b/c he was havin a party. it was ok i thought more ppl were goin to be there but w/e. I played beer pong most of the time b/c me n dunn kept winnin. i think we won about 6 games in a row. then i played w/ this girl we went triplet over time but we lost it in the end. it was a good game. i lefted bout 2 b/c i had to take bri home n me n jay had work the next morning.
Woke up the next morning, i felt great. for some reason when i drink the next morning i feel amazin n hyper. i never feel sick. but i think im goin to stop drinkin b/c none of my friends drink anymore, its mostly j/ me which isnt fun. i dunno i say that but i probably wont stop. So anyway i went to work. talk to Theresa bout some stuff, i love talkin to her, i think shes the only person i really can talk to anymore. n she doesnt even go to our school which is good. So she told me she never went to a party n i was like what r u serious so i gave her my number n she gave me hers so i can invite her next time. after work went home watched tv then i closed my eyes for one sec. n fell asleep for couple hrs. woke up n couldnt go back to sleep so i watched a movie until i fell asleep again.
Now its Monday.. school was fine, i didnt do much. im kinda mad b/c im doin horrible in most of my classes n i dont know what to do n its only goin to get harder b/c soon ill be workin almost everyday n then i still have other stuff to worry bout. today we had a soccer game against Overbrook. we won 5-0. I finally scored a goal. then after that i didnt play b/c Kilmek wanted other ppl to play n he knows i been in alot pain for couple weeks. we only have 3 more games left n our season is over. its sucks but im happy its over b/c i cant take the pain anymore n i have 4 months to rest for lacrosse. not sure yet if im playin or not.
two more days until my Birthday.. but i cant do anythin b/c i have work..
i want to get somethin off my chest but i dont think i ever will... b/c i think its better unsaid, its not bad or anythin so dont worry..