dream of lives we could've had before..

May 15, 2004 12:07

okay i swear to god i've tried posting this post at least 4 times and i haven't been able to yet. hopefully it works this time..

basically, AP week is over, high school is over and worthless now, and everyone's home. i'd say it's summer :P except the fact that josh and prush are leaving tomorrow (booo) for summer sessions and working and whatnot. so i'll see them in october or whatever, but i have a feeling they're gonna miss a fucking ill summer.

they made me drink beer last night, it was so disgusting. not all college girls need to like beer, i must make people realize this.. josh is convinced i'm a histrionic future sorority girl, and i think he's got some issues. last night was actually really interesting, i got lectured for like an hour on how i cause problems because i have a uterus and everything. the way i see it, i didn't mean to cause problems..i mean, okay, i know i'm a flirty person and i'm pretty overly friendly, but 2 summers ago i didn't mean to do any damage at all. with anyone. i was like, incredibly happy to find a group of people that were more normal than any other friends i've had (scary, i know), so i definitely wasn't looking for anything- drama, romance or causing problems.
last summer i didn't really cause anything so much as i had to deal with a lot of shit for absolutely nothing, which kind of pisses me off that i get bitched for it when i didn't even do anything.

at least i can't do any damage this summer...i'm staying out of peoples business, i'm not hooking up with anyone i've ever considered a friend, i'm not starting shit.

i wanna beach it tonight, it's like 90 outside :)
but i get to work allll effing day...so i'll write later. bye lovess..

btw- comment!! i miss what you people say!
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