Interesting....
I have finally
had time to get a new name... that one was so fucking old.... I needed
to get rid of it a long time ago!!!! And it was a dumbass name... I
don't know what the hell I was thinking....
Then again I really didn't think I guess.....
Have you ever kept telling yourself that you feel a certain way and then you really believe or think that is how you feel.... whether it be about something martial or someone.... I don't understand how that can happen.... thinking that you loved someone but maybe you never really did you just wanted to and then got use to it so you didn't know any different so you were scared.... or telling yourself that you hate someone sooo much that you really start to believe it and you don't want anything to do with them even though you try becuase you know that you don't really hate them... its very hard....
Why are so many people so fake now a days... I am not talking about anyone in perticular I am just speaking in general....
Why do people play with peoples emotions.... Show affection one minute and then you try and they push you away... Does it make you frustrated.... Does it make you want to scream????
Why do people talk sooo much shit about other people when they are not there and then when they come around all of a sudden they are best friends.... and you love them ohhh so very much....
When you finally realize what life has become and you want to change it not only to get off your feet but also to maybe just go some where its hard... People do change some for the worse and some for the better.... Some people just need to changea little, some need to change a lot, and some not at all.... But at least give them a chance a chance to prove to you or a chance to do something....
Everything takes times.... Everything takes patience....
GET OVER IT!!!!!!!.........Life goes on..... you will survive..... I believe in you.... but you are going to have to want it also!!!!!
Everyone makes mistakes.....No one it perfect... but learn from them.... at least the 2nd time....
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
Then again I really didn't think I guess.....
Have you ever kept telling yourself that you feel a certain way and then you really believe or think that is how you feel.... whether it be about something martial or someone.... I don't understand how that can happen.... thinking that you loved someone but maybe you never really did you just wanted to and then got use to it so you didn't know any different so you were scared.... or telling yourself that you hate someone sooo much that you really start to believe it and you don't want anything to do with them even though you try becuase you know that you don't really hate them... its very hard....
Why are so many people so fake now a days... I am not talking about anyone in perticular I am just speaking in general....
Why do people play with peoples emotions.... Show affection one minute and then you try and they push you away... Does it make you frustrated.... Does it make you want to scream????
Why do people talk sooo much shit about other people when they are not there and then when they come around all of a sudden they are best friends.... and you love them ohhh so very much....
When you finally realize what life has become and you want to change it not only to get off your feet but also to maybe just go some where its hard... People do change some for the worse and some for the better.... Some people just need to changea little, some need to change a lot, and some not at all.... But at least give them a chance a chance to prove to you or a chance to do something....
Everything takes times.... Everything takes patience....
GET OVER IT!!!!!!!.........Life goes on..... you will survive..... I believe in you.... but you are going to have to want it also!!!!!
Everyone makes mistakes.....No one it perfect... but learn from them.... at least the 2nd time....
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!