Yestuday morning
a VERY VERY good friend of mine was killed in a car accident
just a few blocks from my house
i spent my whole day in tears...
i dont want to believe it...
i cant believe that something like this has happened
im constantly thinking how ill never see his beautiful smile anymore
and ill never hang out with him and all the boys and just laugh at stupi stuff.
ive had a crush on this boy since the day i meet him...
he was so amazing and i miss him more then anything,
people say all things happen for a reason...
and i see no reason for this..
the driver of the car was speeding while...drunk...
so they flipped several times
the driver died at the scene
Chris was rushed to the hospital
and flown to San Diego
but on the way up he passed away...
this has been the most eye opening experience for me,
i never thought he would go so soon.
but i know he will be watching over all of us and smiling at all the memories we talk about...
he is in a better place
but im selfish and i want him here...
R.I.P
CHRIS GONZALES
not a day will go by that i dont think about you and all the fun times we had together...
i know ill see you again one day...save me a spot...i love you and i miss you.