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[likeyoujess]

its like a 90 pound weight was just pushed into my chest into my heart and it stopped. my breath and my beats they stopped and now my future stopped that i have been planning on for a year for a whole year i thought it was different why did i think it was different this time why do i give in i always give in i always believe them i am vulnerable i never want touched i never want loved i never want hugged i never want kissed i want to breathe and i want to breathe i want to breathe i want relief i want a different flutter please kiss me please love me i never want it again i want to walk away and never think back never look back never remember yesterday was years ago a lifetime ago i am never going back i never want it back i never want this again i never want loved i have me and that is all i need all i need is me i dont know you i dont need you i don't need anything i've learned this time i've learned i promise this time let me breathe let me breathe let me breathe

take this weight off please take this weight off i can't breathe i can't breathe i can't breathe

let her cry