Stupid job!!!
So I am only scheduled to work this week today and tomorrow... next week... NOTHING. So I'm taking this as the Universe's way of kicking my ass into gear. There's a reason I'm not getting any hours and I really believe it's because I'm working at JoAnn's. There is no need for me to work at a fabric shop, it just makes me want to spend more money than I'm making.
So tomorrow before I go to work I'm going to Crondalet and filling out an application. Then I'm going to hit Kingswood after that, and on Monday I'm going to go down Wornall and filling out applications for those places. There's a Psych's Aid job where my mom worked for YEARS as an RN so I'm gonna look into that pretty soon. I really want to start taking Psychology classes somewhere, because more and more I'm realizing that I really do want to get into psychiatric nursing instead of working with physically sick people. I don't like physically sick people because all they do is complain lol. At least in psychiatry the people are crazy and content on being that way-- for the most part.
So yeah... I know that I need to start doing something with my life. I've been stuck in this rut for far too long. I feel so lazy and lethargic. I didn't get anything accomplished on my days off because I just wanted to sit around and do nothing. Nothing moves me any more. Nothing speaks to me like it used to. I think it's because the spark has gone out of my life. I need to find something else to live for before I ruin everything forever.
And from now on my entries will be happier... because I am going to be happier!
So tomorrow before I go to work I'm going to Crondalet and filling out an application. Then I'm going to hit Kingswood after that, and on Monday I'm going to go down Wornall and filling out applications for those places. There's a Psych's Aid job where my mom worked for YEARS as an RN so I'm gonna look into that pretty soon. I really want to start taking Psychology classes somewhere, because more and more I'm realizing that I really do want to get into psychiatric nursing instead of working with physically sick people. I don't like physically sick people because all they do is complain lol. At least in psychiatry the people are crazy and content on being that way-- for the most part.
So yeah... I know that I need to start doing something with my life. I've been stuck in this rut for far too long. I feel so lazy and lethargic. I didn't get anything accomplished on my days off because I just wanted to sit around and do nothing. Nothing moves me any more. Nothing speaks to me like it used to. I think it's because the spark has gone out of my life. I need to find something else to live for before I ruin everything forever.
And from now on my entries will be happier... because I am going to be happier!