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This one time, some shit went down at Ryan's house, and Ryan decided she didn't want to deal with it anymoore and moved in with me.
Right now it's just temporary... but that might change. Ryan's being told she's not welcome back to her house, and I'm being told that she can't stay here, because it's not fair to us. By the same person. Luckily, my mother is at least somewhat sane in this type of situation, and she's attempting to call a mediation tomorrow. Ryan's set to move out at this point, but my mum feels that things should at least be somewhat discussed.
I'm trying to act like everything's cool and fine, because I'm involved, but I'm really not, but I guess it's kinda stressing me out. It's just so weird, because I'm just in the middle. And I want Ryan here, where she's safe and happy and loved, but it all comes at a price, you know? The family is gonna be a little divided, over whether what's going on is right or not (basically who's in denial and not). That sounds shitty though, I mean, utimately, though, it's a WICKED small price to pay for Ryan's sake. I'm really proud of her for taking this step, even if the hand was kind of forced... or, you know, even though she's only using me to see Joe, however you want to look at it.
I'm just in a weird place right now, and with all this happening, things are getting all cwazy.
In slightly less depressing news, I'm getting new glasses, I got a new surround for my room (sounds almost like my car!!), and Guitar Hero is de best, ever. Also, yesterday, I asked Chris to come to the guitar store with me, and after I pointed out a flying V and an SG copy (very rockin), Chris stated that he could "totally rock a banjo." Seriously, what the fuck.
Speaking of what the FUCK, (and Chrises), CHRIS got voted off Idol! America, are you friggin cereal?
Aight, luv you guys, but I gotta go to bed. Maybe someday I'll write a happy entry.
♥ poopsicle.
ps. To add to the depressingness, I missed Erin Daniels (Dana!) on Love Monkey last night. :(
Right now it's just temporary... but that might change. Ryan's being told she's not welcome back to her house, and I'm being told that she can't stay here, because it's not fair to us. By the same person. Luckily, my mother is at least somewhat sane in this type of situation, and she's attempting to call a mediation tomorrow. Ryan's set to move out at this point, but my mum feels that things should at least be somewhat discussed.
I'm trying to act like everything's cool and fine, because I'm involved, but I'm really not, but I guess it's kinda stressing me out. It's just so weird, because I'm just in the middle. And I want Ryan here, where she's safe and happy and loved, but it all comes at a price, you know? The family is gonna be a little divided, over whether what's going on is right or not (basically who's in denial and not). That sounds shitty though, I mean, utimately, though, it's a WICKED small price to pay for Ryan's sake. I'm really proud of her for taking this step, even if the hand was kind of forced... or, you know, even though she's only using me to see Joe, however you want to look at it.
I'm just in a weird place right now, and with all this happening, things are getting all cwazy.
In slightly less depressing news, I'm getting new glasses, I got a new surround for my room (sounds almost like my car!!), and Guitar Hero is de best, ever. Also, yesterday, I asked Chris to come to the guitar store with me, and after I pointed out a flying V and an SG copy (very rockin), Chris stated that he could "totally rock a banjo." Seriously, what the fuck.
Speaking of what the FUCK, (and Chrises), CHRIS got voted off Idol! America, are you friggin cereal?
Aight, luv you guys, but I gotta go to bed. Maybe someday I'll write a happy entry.
♥ poopsicle.
ps. To add to the depressingness, I missed Erin Daniels (Dana!) on Love Monkey last night. :(