when you meet me in the garden with your horns all hung with cedar
AN HOUR AND ELEVEN MINUTES OF TALKING ABOUT THIS WITH NICOLE, AND I STILL WANT TO CAPSLOCK LIKE A MOFO. I LOVE TODAY SO HARD.
CAN WE ALL JUST TALK ABOUT HOW NOT HORRIBLY HORRIBLY UPSETTING THIS ALL WAS? OH MY GOD.
I mean, okay, the freakin' devil is rising and everything, but THE BOYS APOLOGIZED (or, okay, Sam did and Dean sort of did over a WHAT THE FUCK ALTERED PHONE MESSAGE FML) AND CLUNG TO EACH OTHER (Jesus fuck) and KILLED RUBY. That, right there? Greatest moment of the season. I want it on You Tube, that instant of Sam fuckin' grabbing her, RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT. In fact, I want an icon of that instance. It was so fucking HOT, omg. (It's also a shame, because Genevieve was actually being a bamf for the first time all year, but WHATEVER. BYE LISPFACE. As Nicole said: TIME TO FIND A NEW COSTAR TO FUCK, JARED.)
I REALLY THINK SAM IS GOING TO BE OKAY, YOU GUYS. I REALLY DO. I THINK HE'S GOING TO STRUGGLE A LOT WITH NOT BEING UBER POWERFUL ANYMORE, AND I THINK THERE'S STILL GOING TO BE A LOT OF CONFLICT AND PROBABLY SOME TEMPTATION BUT I THINK IT'S ALL GOING TO BE OKAY. I AM SO FUCKING PSYCHED FOR SEASON FIVE. Here's why: "God has left the building." I am SO EXCITED for it to be boys against angels, because I hated this "God" schtick like BURNING and this? This is exactly what I wanted out of this year. For the boys to figure out that god, the devil, angels, demons, doesn't matter - all they really have is each other. Maybe it doesn't make UP for how much I hate Castiel & Anna and the whole crew, but. THANK YOU, SHOW.
Uh. I seriously can't stop grinning. I mean, it was fucking BLEAK AS HELL because oh my god POOR SAMMY, but I DIDN'T CRY, and that hasn't happened in a long, long time. I mean, this show has made me cry more than any of the other shows I've watched put together at this point, BUT IT WAS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL, YOU GUYS.
Um. So. I am a big nerd and inbetween clawing up my arms (it's what I do) from the PANIC (it was kind of touch-&-go until Dean's fuckin' phone call!), I took some notes on my cell phone about STUFF.
*First on the list is SAM'S FACE. Jesus motherfucking Christ, those closeups, especially the parallel ones at the beginning. SO PRETTY.
*"No, he was right to say it." HDJGHEJ; YES.
*DEAN MENTIONING SAM LEAVING FOR STANFORD. ♥
*BOBBY CALLING DEAN A PRINCESS. I LOL'D SO HARD. And then nearly started weeping: "You are a better man than your daddy ever was." Fuck yes!
*"Sweet life of Zac and Cas. It's a... nevermind." JACKIE. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BET DEAN KNOWS WHO THE JONAS BROTHERS ARE?
*Dean's phone call to Sam pretty much reconfirmed my love for Dean like, a hundred times over. "I'm still pissed, and I still owe you a serious beatdown." Love. It.
*Dean's FACE when he talked to the angels about Sam. Oh my goddddd. SO PRETTY.
*Dean punching Castiel in the FACE and his whole "you can take your peace" speech.
*Sam being SUCH A BADASS the entire episode but STILL having a conscience. UNGH.
*"I am awesome." Ava throwback or just a REALLY LOLTASTIC THROWBACK? Either way, Genevieve did a pretty decent job. But still. BYE RUBY. Also: Sam said "You bitch" at the exact same time that I did. HILARIOUS.
CAN WE ALL JUST TALK ABOUT HOW NOT HORRIBLY HORRIBLY UPSETTING THIS ALL WAS? OH MY GOD.
I mean, okay, the freakin' devil is rising and everything, but THE BOYS APOLOGIZED (or, okay, Sam did and Dean sort of did over a WHAT THE FUCK ALTERED PHONE MESSAGE FML) AND CLUNG TO EACH OTHER (Jesus fuck) and KILLED RUBY. That, right there? Greatest moment of the season. I want it on You Tube, that instant of Sam fuckin' grabbing her, RIGHT THIS VERY MOMENT. In fact, I want an icon of that instance. It was so fucking HOT, omg. (It's also a shame, because Genevieve was actually being a bamf for the first time all year, but WHATEVER. BYE LISPFACE. As Nicole said: TIME TO FIND A NEW COSTAR TO FUCK, JARED.)
I REALLY THINK SAM IS GOING TO BE OKAY, YOU GUYS. I REALLY DO. I THINK HE'S GOING TO STRUGGLE A LOT WITH NOT BEING UBER POWERFUL ANYMORE, AND I THINK THERE'S STILL GOING TO BE A LOT OF CONFLICT AND PROBABLY SOME TEMPTATION BUT I THINK IT'S ALL GOING TO BE OKAY. I AM SO FUCKING PSYCHED FOR SEASON FIVE. Here's why: "God has left the building." I am SO EXCITED for it to be boys against angels, because I hated this "God" schtick like BURNING and this? This is exactly what I wanted out of this year. For the boys to figure out that god, the devil, angels, demons, doesn't matter - all they really have is each other. Maybe it doesn't make UP for how much I hate Castiel & Anna and the whole crew, but. THANK YOU, SHOW.
Uh. I seriously can't stop grinning. I mean, it was fucking BLEAK AS HELL because oh my god POOR SAMMY, but I DIDN'T CRY, and that hasn't happened in a long, long time. I mean, this show has made me cry more than any of the other shows I've watched put together at this point, BUT IT WAS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL, YOU GUYS.
Um. So. I am a big nerd and inbetween clawing up my arms (it's what I do) from the PANIC (it was kind of touch-&-go until Dean's fuckin' phone call!), I took some notes on my cell phone about STUFF.
*First on the list is SAM'S FACE. Jesus motherfucking Christ, those closeups, especially the parallel ones at the beginning. SO PRETTY.
*"No, he was right to say it." HDJGHEJ; YES.
*DEAN MENTIONING SAM LEAVING FOR STANFORD. ♥
*BOBBY CALLING DEAN A PRINCESS. I LOL'D SO HARD. And then nearly started weeping: "You are a better man than your daddy ever was." Fuck yes!
*"Sweet life of Zac and Cas. It's a... nevermind." JACKIE. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BET DEAN KNOWS WHO THE JONAS BROTHERS ARE?
*Dean's phone call to Sam pretty much reconfirmed my love for Dean like, a hundred times over. "I'm still pissed, and I still owe you a serious beatdown." Love. It.
*Dean's FACE when he talked to the angels about Sam. Oh my goddddd. SO PRETTY.
*Dean punching Castiel in the FACE and his whole "you can take your peace" speech.
*Sam being SUCH A BADASS the entire episode but STILL having a conscience. UNGH.
*"I am awesome." Ava throwback or just a REALLY LOLTASTIC THROWBACK? Either way, Genevieve did a pretty decent job. But still. BYE RUBY. Also: Sam said "You bitch" at the exact same time that I did. HILARIOUS.