I'm not sure we would know each other at all
dev_earl, I promise I am writing stuff for you, but since someone already leaked the major "Heroes" spoiler to me before I had a chance to watch, I had to catch the fuck up before even more ended up leaking. SO.
Let's start with the good stuff: MILO AND ADRIAN OWN MY WHOLE FUCKING EXISTENCE AND PETER STABBING SYLAR IN THE NECK WAS THE HOTTEST THING IN MY LIFE. The "I love you" exchange hit my soulparts and it was WONDERFULLY casual and
Oh my god. I can't even finish this sentence because Nathan is dead and we're NEVER GOING TO GET THAT BACK. You guys. I don't think I can actually handle this. I keep saying, "Okay, as long as Adrian Pasdar is around I won't be that bitter; Nathan's been dying on us since season fuckin' one and blah blah blah" but really? Was that really my last real Petrelli moment? I DON'T THINK I CAN TAKE THAT. This is like if someone told me oh, by the way, Jared's still going to be on "Supernatural" but Ruby's going to be in Sam's body for the rest of the show. OR SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW. I AM REALLY UPSET.
Everyone else can articulate why the end of this volume was so fucking messed up. I appreciate a good mindfuck, but this shit is not on. Not only was the whole thing stupid because CLAIRE SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO HEAL NATHAN, but apparently Claire and Peter (and maybe Mohinder?) don't know that's not Nathan. I can't even FUNCTION thinking of how hard that's going to hit them when Sylar shows up again, oh, 2.5 episodes into volume 5. FUCK THAT SHIT.
Um. Claire was very very awesome, but I am so disgusted with the Sylar&Claire stuff. Sylar and I have been divorced for a couple of episodes, but that shit just set it in stone. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. (Yeah, yeah, what does it say about me that I will gleefully watch him decapitate people but a little thing called HEY THAT'S RAPE ASSHOLE gets to me? Umm, it says FUCK YOU, DO NOT WANT. Or something.)
Yeah, sorry, that's all I've got for now. Matt can go fuck himself; Hiro makes me tired again, and Mohinder has been so criminally neglected this volume that I'm not even going to hope for some interaction between him and Nathan!Sylar. Okay maybe I am a little because MAYBE NATHAN!SYLAR DOESN'T REALIZE WHY HE'S ATTRACTED TO MOHINDER BUT HE IS AND I AM SO SHUTTING UP NOW.
Other things of note for today: Long story, but I've basically been given permission to write during my Typing and Computer classes instead of doing the bullshit work they generally try to give me. I have been promised that no one will be reading whatever I choose to write ("I understand that writers are sensitive about that stuff"), which means I HAVE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO WRITE PORN FIC IN CLASS. Maybe at some point this will mean, uh, actually working on some original fiction, but for now you guys should keep giving me stuff to write (either from that last comment meme or just in general) because I DO NOT want to make an ass of myself by running out of things to write. darlas_mom, I entirely plan on writing some Elle/Gwen this week, so you'd better tell me how awesome it is if I finish it!
Secondly: This bitch was kicked out yesterday after an EPIC battle with Tito!, due to a variety of reasons mainly involving the fact that she FAKED HER PREGNANCY. Or at least she has been for the last month. My life, you guys. I don't even know.
And finally: I really wish I could eat like a normal human being. The first two weeks back at OBT, it seemed like I was gaining a bunch of weight (okay, maybe a pound or two, shut up) from eating fast food at lunch and not exercising as much as I do when I'm home all day (although the 14+ block walk every day probably does something for me). This week, however, I seem to be CONSTANTLY forgetting to eat. Today I've had a tiny granola bar at 8am, some breadsticks at 12, and some cereal when I got home at 4. I'm shaking like crazy and I know I need to eat, but it always seems like such a damn waste of time and I don't actually know what I want. It is so annoying but it kind of goes with the pattern of a lot of things in my life, like how no matter how tired I am I can't make myself go to bed on time. Ughhh. Time to go scavenge for food before I write some more!
Let's start with the good stuff: MILO AND ADRIAN OWN MY WHOLE FUCKING EXISTENCE AND PETER STABBING SYLAR IN THE NECK WAS THE HOTTEST THING IN MY LIFE. The "I love you" exchange hit my soulparts and it was WONDERFULLY casual and
Oh my god. I can't even finish this sentence because Nathan is dead and we're NEVER GOING TO GET THAT BACK. You guys. I don't think I can actually handle this. I keep saying, "Okay, as long as Adrian Pasdar is around I won't be that bitter; Nathan's been dying on us since season fuckin' one and blah blah blah" but really? Was that really my last real Petrelli moment? I DON'T THINK I CAN TAKE THAT. This is like if someone told me oh, by the way, Jared's still going to be on "Supernatural" but Ruby's going to be in Sam's body for the rest of the show. OR SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW. I AM REALLY UPSET.
Everyone else can articulate why the end of this volume was so fucking messed up. I appreciate a good mindfuck, but this shit is not on. Not only was the whole thing stupid because CLAIRE SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO HEAL NATHAN, but apparently Claire and Peter (and maybe Mohinder?) don't know that's not Nathan. I can't even FUNCTION thinking of how hard that's going to hit them when Sylar shows up again, oh, 2.5 episodes into volume 5. FUCK THAT SHIT.
Um. Claire was very very awesome, but I am so disgusted with the Sylar&Claire stuff. Sylar and I have been divorced for a couple of episodes, but that shit just set it in stone. WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK. (Yeah, yeah, what does it say about me that I will gleefully watch him decapitate people but a little thing called HEY THAT'S RAPE ASSHOLE gets to me? Umm, it says FUCK YOU, DO NOT WANT. Or something.)
Yeah, sorry, that's all I've got for now. Matt can go fuck himself; Hiro makes me tired again, and Mohinder has been so criminally neglected this volume that I'm not even going to hope for some interaction between him and Nathan!Sylar. Okay maybe I am a little because MAYBE NATHAN!SYLAR DOESN'T REALIZE WHY HE'S ATTRACTED TO MOHINDER BUT HE IS AND I AM SO SHUTTING UP NOW.
Other things of note for today: Long story, but I've basically been given permission to write during my Typing and Computer classes instead of doing the bullshit work they generally try to give me. I have been promised that no one will be reading whatever I choose to write ("I understand that writers are sensitive about that stuff"), which means I HAVE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO WRITE PORN FIC IN CLASS. Maybe at some point this will mean, uh, actually working on some original fiction, but for now you guys should keep giving me stuff to write (either from that last comment meme or just in general) because I DO NOT want to make an ass of myself by running out of things to write. darlas_mom, I entirely plan on writing some Elle/Gwen this week, so you'd better tell me how awesome it is if I finish it!
Secondly: This bitch was kicked out yesterday after an EPIC battle with Tito!, due to a variety of reasons mainly involving the fact that she FAKED HER PREGNANCY. Or at least she has been for the last month. My life, you guys. I don't even know.
And finally: I really wish I could eat like a normal human being. The first two weeks back at OBT, it seemed like I was gaining a bunch of weight (okay, maybe a pound or two, shut up) from eating fast food at lunch and not exercising as much as I do when I'm home all day (although the 14+ block walk every day probably does something for me). This week, however, I seem to be CONSTANTLY forgetting to eat. Today I've had a tiny granola bar at 8am, some breadsticks at 12, and some cereal when I got home at 4. I'm shaking like crazy and I know I need to eat, but it always seems like such a damn waste of time and I don't actually know what I want. It is so annoying but it kind of goes with the pattern of a lot of things in my life, like how no matter how tired I am I can't make myself go to bed on time. Ughhh. Time to go scavenge for food before I write some more!