and well when it gets compromised...
So, ever since May, I've been under the impression that I would be going to Germany for Christmas. I've been so excited.
I wrote a leave of absence letter to Human Resources at work. It has to be approved by my full time supervisor and my manager before Human Resources gets it. My manager, Lou, came in Telecode to talk to me last night when it was nearing leaving time. ...just the way that she was asking her questions has convinced me that they're not gonna let me off. And everybody saying, "Yeah, they're not gonna let you off." doesn't really help that. So, ever since last night after that little talk, I've been feeling pretty bummed out. i've been planning this for so fucking long, and now they're probably not even gonna let me off. It was a damn good letter too, if you ask me...
:(
I hate responsibility.
I was just gonna quit if they didn't let me off; that's what I told my supervisor the day I started. I realize now though that that's not possible. They're paying for my college... I have a contract. If I quit, I owe the school a bunch of money I don't have, and i ccan't come back til it's paid off. So... that doesn't work.
I was looking forward to that so much. I wish my parents would have paid for my first semester... ugh.
I guess I'll go next year... when I have my 2 weeks vacation. At least they can't take that away from me...... sigh...... :(
I wrote a leave of absence letter to Human Resources at work. It has to be approved by my full time supervisor and my manager before Human Resources gets it. My manager, Lou, came in Telecode to talk to me last night when it was nearing leaving time. ...just the way that she was asking her questions has convinced me that they're not gonna let me off. And everybody saying, "Yeah, they're not gonna let you off." doesn't really help that. So, ever since last night after that little talk, I've been feeling pretty bummed out. i've been planning this for so fucking long, and now they're probably not even gonna let me off. It was a damn good letter too, if you ask me...
:(
I hate responsibility.
I was just gonna quit if they didn't let me off; that's what I told my supervisor the day I started. I realize now though that that's not possible. They're paying for my college... I have a contract. If I quit, I owe the school a bunch of money I don't have, and i ccan't come back til it's paid off. So... that doesn't work.
I was looking forward to that so much. I wish my parents would have paid for my first semester... ugh.
I guess I'll go next year... when I have my 2 weeks vacation. At least they can't take that away from me...... sigh...... :(