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well, once again i've been let down and disappointed. i really need to stop getting my hopes up all the time about things. i just really wish that some people would stick to their word and not bullshit. i really thought it was getting better but i guess some things just never change. anyway it's all good because i'm gonna go hang out with my sweet sweet babay and it'll all be okay. he has this amazing ability to take my mind off of things and make me feel better. tomorrow we will have been going out for 7 months and hopefully there will be many more to come. i think tomorrow i'm hangin out with my friend tara, depending on whether or not her mom has surgery. i love hangin out with her and we haven't in a while so it should be fun. nathan just got back from mexico today and they're moving in 6 days. so friday night derek and him and i and probably seth are gonna hang out and hopefully get some mush((been lookin forward to that since school got out)) i'm gonna miss that kid a lot and i can't even imagine how derek's gonna be with it. those two have been boys forever. atleast he's just moving to NC so we'll be able to see him and he'll visit and shit but it just sucks. so many people are moving or have moved away. i just hope derek doesn't have to move far because i don't know what i'd do with out him. my family and i might have to sell our house and move but it wouldn't be too far. ((hopefully)) well, i'm gonna go. leave me some damn comments, i'm lonely ;(
later on everyone
later on everyone