this was what i had written last night but it wouldn't let me on to the site
just got home from derek's house. haha we watched this unbelievably absurd show called nip/tuck. it's on regular tv on like FX or something and its rediculous! i'm sure some of you have seen it. haha tonight, this guy got it on with one of those sex dolls ((but wait....there's more)) and then another guy got boob implants haha. it was great fun and i can't believe they showed the shit that they did on tv. i gotta tell ya though, it made for a great laugh. so i had a pretty great day. finally learned how to customize this journal and shit. looks a lot better ((i think anyway)) had some good and some shitty convos tonight with friends that i haven't seen in a while. hmmm...well i realized that people do change. and although we may not like it or want to accept it because we are so used to something else, sometimes i guess it's for the better ((well atleast that's what i have to keep telling myself because there's so much in life)) people come and go into our lives and we realize who are our real friends and well, who aren't. people grow apart over time, it's inevitable. shit happens but i believe that change can be a positve thing and that everything happens for a reason. to my true friends, thanks for being there for me through everything. you know you can always come to me if you ever need anything. ((i love you guys, you know who you are)) so i have learned to embrace change because although it may suck, it's a part of life that you just have to deal with. life is too short to dwell on the small shit. you just have to move on and think about what's to come. you can't keep looking back at the past or else you'll never get to the future. well, i'm gonna go to bed. c'mon, leave me some damn comments! ((and if you don't have anything nice to say, then i really don't give a shit about what you have to say)) later bitches *MWAH*