this is me...rambling. on and on and on
hi from the deep northern woods of wisconsin. I don't have much to write about because nothing is happening. I enjoyed the 72 hours spent with alexis, although much of it was tainted by something i can't put my finger on. I don't know, I wouldn't say I was dissapointed but I wasn't completetly satisfied. It was nice to be able to talk to her face though, and to laugh and be stupid like we always used to be.
I love being here. As unattractive as it sounds... no tv. no internet. no car. 50 degrees plus wind chill. it should be torture but i am just so happy to be away from everything. from everyone. i was becoming so caught up in feeling like i needed to go out every night, and never be home that i haven't had the chance to relax or even enjoy anything. that probably sounds really lame, eh. i dont think anyone will miss me the two weeks that im gone anyway... people only really called me when they wanted a ride somewhere or some info on a party.
i have learned a lot these past few weeks of summer. that everyone pretty much looks out for themselves, that most everyone i encounter is pretty fucking selfish, and don't have much of a care for anyone else. i can be like that too, but at the same time i do care about others. I dont know how to word it correctly. but it just seems like people create situations and false accusations in order to make themselves sound better, regardless of how much it will hurt the other person. im just glad to get away from it, i feel like im always the victim..and that people esp where i live are just fake. I wish I could stay here forever, even if it meant that I was alone and didn't have anywhere to go or anything exciting to do.
well. call me im pretty bored up here. 561 371 6450.
I love being here. As unattractive as it sounds... no tv. no internet. no car. 50 degrees plus wind chill. it should be torture but i am just so happy to be away from everything. from everyone. i was becoming so caught up in feeling like i needed to go out every night, and never be home that i haven't had the chance to relax or even enjoy anything. that probably sounds really lame, eh. i dont think anyone will miss me the two weeks that im gone anyway... people only really called me when they wanted a ride somewhere or some info on a party.
i have learned a lot these past few weeks of summer. that everyone pretty much looks out for themselves, that most everyone i encounter is pretty fucking selfish, and don't have much of a care for anyone else. i can be like that too, but at the same time i do care about others. I dont know how to word it correctly. but it just seems like people create situations and false accusations in order to make themselves sound better, regardless of how much it will hurt the other person. im just glad to get away from it, i feel like im always the victim..and that people esp where i live are just fake. I wish I could stay here forever, even if it meant that I was alone and didn't have anywhere to go or anything exciting to do.
well. call me im pretty bored up here. 561 371 6450.