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fuck you both.
I'm sick and tired of getting fucked over by you two. It's the same story every goddamn time, ooh liz, you lie. and you use us. why don't you have a specific statement to back this claim up?! Because it's wrong. and this is wrong. I don't deserve this and I know it, so when you come back to me... with your apologies, I will ignore them. And pretend "we" never began in the first place. I'm done with the abuse, with the words. all of the words, piercing my heart. and I take everything you say to heart, no more of this act. I'm hurt. very hurt. and I cried, I cried a lot. and I don't deserve to cry. Why is is that out of the blue you decide that I am arrogant, conceited and a liar? It's all very strange to me. Because I know deep down that I am a good person, that I deserve to be happy. But I don't let myself enjoy life, because of the constant depression you bring into my life. So maybe this is for the best, maybe being by myself isn't such a bad idea. Maybe being self-relient is what I need right now.
so; please stop. don't associate yourself with me if you don't want to. If you feel as if it will "ruin" your reputation. then don't let it. Don't let ME bring YOU down. I would just like to say thank you for all you have done. I'm a much smarter person now.. you're lucky I'm not *you know who* and I'm going to keep our secrets. (Although you haven't...) because I have dignity and a have a soul. and although you have let me down, I'm not going to lower myself to your level of immaturity.
Have a nice life.