Jun 06, 2009 19:52
Have been in the most interesting of modes of late.
Somehow, for the first time in my life. I have been taking moments for what they are.
I don't know if something in me matured (finally) or my perspective has simply shifted into uncharted territory, but I have been embracing things, events, and people absolutely free of expectation.
Whereas in areas of social interaction, though largely observed differences well noted, my "love" life is as out of my norm to the point of startling revelation.
It seems once i started loosely applying the four agreements to my life. everything shifted.
"Be Impeccable with your word. Dont take anything personally. Do not make assumptions. Do your best."
I am regrettably horrid at the first and last but i have focused alot on the middle two and I have began to live more relaxed and confindently. I catch myself clearly holding myself back in wake of self esteem issues, and with that lucidity, I can easily dismiss unnessasary weights.
i feel lighter. happier and in more control than I ever have.
this new perception has lent me the ability to view my concepts of Love in new lights.
free of the biased and conditioned restriants ive previously been smothered by.
im a know nothing who knows nothing.
I love everyone.
and I will steal moments with you.
you have been warned.