break

Nov 27, 2005 17:07

first of all congrats to kingsley for being state champs in their division.
break was good, just too short. I've spent every day with chris and i'm falling more and more in love with him. we are so much alike and we get along so well. it just gets so hard to come back to school especially since i wont' see him for three weeks. it'll go by quick.
i got a phone call today and it said christopher but when i answered it, the person on the other line was his friend jeff. he starts saying how i need to talk to chris because he's in a bad mood. so i ask chris what's wrong and of course he denies it and i know better. but he starts bitching about his job and how he needs to leave. I understand his frustration cuz i get the same way about taco bell. this time i think he's finally lost it and is really going to quit. i just hope he finds a job before he ends up walking out on a shift. this got me thinking about this winter and if i should go back to work for three weeks. sure its money but i believe i have enough in loans to take care of any problems. i'll just have to think about this.
i got another phone call from my gramma green. I cna't remember when was the last time i talked with her. i only see her once a year. she's a diabetic and she was just recently was hospitalized cuz the meds she was taking messed up her blood sugar. she started talking to me about how she's getting one of those people that council her through death. i know my gramma tends to exaggerate about things but it just made me think that this may be the last christmas i see her. i feel guilty for not seeing her as much as i should. i just dont' know if there's anything i can do or just enjoy this one last time together.
i'm not ready for these three weeks but i'm gonna suck it up and go. i just can't wait to be home for the holidays. good luck and hope your break went well.
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