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my dad took alot of my stuff home today.
my desk drawers are empty.
no more pictures on my closet, or my door.
bare hangers.
i don't want to spend the rest of my time at bethel
in the basement of a library.
i want to go on picnics and take pictures of
random spots in mckenzie i didn't know existed.
i want to listen to mix cds in the car going
nowhere.
i want to roll down grassy hills and act like
a 5 year old before i have to buy pepper spray.
i'm happy about going, because i know it's for the
best, and i miss seeing my best friend, but i
just want to hang out with my friends and be
happy while i'm still here.
because right now, i'm not.