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WHOO HOO for friend's 21st birthday parties!!! i haven't ever had a FABULOUS birthday party of my own, so i live vicariously through my friend's parties...tonight was the most fun i've had in a LOOONG time...
the night began at carrabba's with good company, a filet, and a godfather dessert...then, we were off in the LIMO to carolina beach, then to downtown wilmington to firebelly's...$1 miller lites on mondays (just HAPPENED to be casey's beer!)...tons of people hung out and people were buying me drinks to make up for missing my birthday and for...just because!!! it felt awesome to have such a good time...we drank so many millers, they actually ran out...when i left, it was so much colder than when i arrived, i went to taco bell with matt jackson and then came home. i should have gone to bed a while ago, yet here i am, typing things no one cares about...
I HAVE THE BEER-INDUCED HICCUPS...
there are come people i miss already...
there are some people i never stopped missing...
there are come people who raise my blood pressure...
i am ready for change...GOOD change...a makeover of sorts...i am determined to do things right this time...how many times can one fuck their lives up and not learn?
i just want to be WANTED and LOVED...i also need to learn to accept it.
hmmm...i've said too much...not much makes sense right now except for my pillow...
the night began at carrabba's with good company, a filet, and a godfather dessert...then, we were off in the LIMO to carolina beach, then to downtown wilmington to firebelly's...$1 miller lites on mondays (just HAPPENED to be casey's beer!)...tons of people hung out and people were buying me drinks to make up for missing my birthday and for...just because!!! it felt awesome to have such a good time...we drank so many millers, they actually ran out...when i left, it was so much colder than when i arrived, i went to taco bell with matt jackson and then came home. i should have gone to bed a while ago, yet here i am, typing things no one cares about...
I HAVE THE BEER-INDUCED HICCUPS...
there are come people i miss already...
there are some people i never stopped missing...
there are come people who raise my blood pressure...
i am ready for change...GOOD change...a makeover of sorts...i am determined to do things right this time...how many times can one fuck their lives up and not learn?
i just want to be WANTED and LOVED...i also need to learn to accept it.
hmmm...i've said too much...not much makes sense right now except for my pillow...